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Fuck feelings. They are fucking stupid and they destroy people. Whoever created us should have omitted the human emotion piece. My goal in life? To reach the point of numbness that so many others have found to carry them along in life. I am so tired of giving a damn. It's a fucking curse, guess that makes me such a terrible human being, huh?

It's such a calm and balanced life without them. I've had to drop alot of things and people to obtain that calm generally emotionless state. But, from time to time I have this flutter of emotion built in with an attraction to a person, and I start to crave a relationship. But, that would start the ball rolling all over again and I'm not a fan of the results. Instinct is a hard thing to control, but it is doable. Let's see how well this little crush can get snuffed. :-)

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It's such a calm and balanced life without them. I've had to drop alot of things and people to obtain that calm generally emotionless state. But, from time to time I have this flutter of emotion built in with an attraction to a person, and I start to crave a relationship. But, that would start the ball rolling all over again and I'm not a fan of the results. Instinct is a hard thing to control, but it is doable. Let's see how well this little crush can get snuffed. :-)

you cant snuff me out you love me to much.... you have even started to invade my bushes outside my winders.... muhahahahahaha!

im at work how do you think I feel :dry:

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you cant snuff me out you love me to much.... you have even started to invade my bushes outside my winders.... muhahahahahaha!

Nah, it's an obscure crush.... The guy is 15 years older than me, and it has to do with the fact that he "got" me in one conversation. Usually, it's me that understands the roots of the other person, and I'm just so obscurely complex that the other people in my life don't click in that sort of way. I'm trying to beat down the instinct to explore the possiblity. It will be beat down. It's just the rarity of the personality that I find so unbelievably appealing.

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Nah, it's an obscure crush.... The guy is 15 years older than me, and it has to do with the fact that he "got" me in one conversation. Usually, it's me that understands the roots of the other person, and I'm just so obscurely complex that the other people in my life don't click in that sort of way. I'm trying to beat down the instinct to explore the possiblity. It will be beat down. It's just the rarity of the personality that I find so unbelievably appealing.

Aww girl roll with it.... you never know :wink

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Like I hate the orange drink of doom - today is my glucose test.

So not only do I have to drink this shit that makes me want to puke, I will later be fighting with a tech that can not get a line in me... :dry:

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Like I'm coming down with another cold. :(

And like I'm having to battle with everyone today ... teachers, kids, ex's, the IRS because of an ex, AT&T (and it's not even MY account!!) ... ugh.

And I have a feeling I have a whole lot of boring ahead of me tonight. Better bring the DSi.

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