Destroit

Cleaning out my shithole condo...I will have more space!

Studying for the HESI test to get into nursing school, which I think is in a week.

Like I need a little somethin' somethin'.

Chernobyl neon-GREEN!

WOW....Chuck Norris would be proud. But then again, there's a good chance he's probably the one responsible for both the volcanic eruption and the lightning that came with it.

For sewing practice, I plan on making cosplay outfits to start out. Plan on seeing me as the following within the next year: Lain Iwakura - Serial Experiments Lain (pink casual outfit and BEAR JAMMIES....just because I really REALLY want those jammies) Tsukiko Sagi - Paranoia Agent (hopefully complete with Maromi also) Excel & Ropponmatsu - Excel Saga Haruhara Haruko & Samajimi Mamimi - FLCL Sailor Saturn - Sailor Moon Osaka - Azumanga Daioh Fuu - Samurai Champloo Radical Ed - I shouldn't have to tell you, if you don't know, then you obviously don't watch anime What you will never see me cosplay as, because the following animes are, impo, retarded, so don't get your hopes up for any of them: Anything from Inuyasha, Naruto, Bleach, Evangelion, and any other horrible Mech Anime I haven't mentioned (i.e. all of them, even Big O. Yes, I know Dorothy is badass...actually I should cosplay as her also, but having one totally badass character does not save a series from being horrible imo).

I could be Sailor Saturn because she is the gothest of them all. Note to DBK: STFU! I will smack you! GOTH-ISH (Sailor Scout of DEATH and DESTRUCTION): NOT QUITE AS GOTH-ISH (Sailor Scout of TIME...which is not as goth as DEATH and DESTRUCTION): Sailor Saturn - 1 Sailor Pluto - 0

That's fine, I'm only, you know, CHERNOBYL and all. I dare you to stand next to me. You will grow a third nut in your sack. Then die from cancer two years from now. I also spawn nukes, did I mention I spawn nukes? Yeah there's that, too.

My baby rat is dead, and I keep going through "What If"s feeling like it's all my fault. I'm so lost...I don't know what to do about it. Then I'm reminded that there's nothing I can do, she's gone forever, and I'll never see her again unless the whole heaven thing pans out. It has to...and athiests/agnostics: Stfu, I don't need any remarks, just as a pre-emptive disclaimer, I don't need any shit right now from anybody. I'm wrecked as a person now. And what about the baby's sister? And Mugen was so attached to her...the poor girl was only 4 months old. The world is so fucked up.

Kay you guys....this is your final warning. I will have to close this thread if it continues being so off topic with the rest of everything in the world ... *runs!*

Yes...mysterious mod powers at work *spooky music* .

So...I must ask..to threadjack just ever-so-gently: Why has everyone been giving me +5 lately instead of +1? Have I really just been that on the ball? Or is everyone humoring me because 'tis the season?

Yep yep, it's something that not everyone is aware of, which is why I threw it out there. A vaporizer/pill form cancels out all dangers from smoke inhalation, I'll probably save up and get one myself but a good one is like $300.

Yes, it CAN be mentally addicting if you have an addictive personality and/or don't keep yourself in check. I hate to say this DD, but it's unfair to take away something that could help MANY people just because you couldn't controll your "addiction" to it. I say this because I also used to be mentally addicted to the stuff, until I realized that 85% of life is mind over matter and am now able to recreationally enjoy it without going overboard. I'm happy with my choice, I would hate to not use it, I enjoy it, and yet I was tired of being down, out, "needing" it (note the quotes), and spending tons of money on it. So I literally stopped myself by constantly being disciplined and being mindful of my actions constantly, almost ritualistically, like a zen buddhist monk or something . I get better with it all the time, and with other things (i.e. losing weight, quitting coffee, meeting goals, keeping my house clean, etc). I dunno, just my take on it...I've noticed pretty much anyone who is against medical marijuana is against it because of their own personal life experience (not anything based on science or reason), and that just doesn't seem very fair to everyone else. I'm almost fully against western medicine...one pill of vicoden has far more poison in it than weed smoked a vaporizer, and vicoden is physically addicting, like crack or heroin...whereas weed is not addicting at all (unless you let it be).

Most people who use marijuana medically do NOT smoke it, they own either a vaporizer or crush up weed into hollow gel caps and take it as a pill, fyi. Most people have the arguement that you do about the smoking and the lungs, but with a vaporizer you're getting 96% of the THC and 0% smoke (whereas with a joint you get like 28% THC and assloads of smoke, and a bowl/pipe/bong I think you get roughly 75% THC, depending on the piece).

Bjork = One of three women in the world that Chernobyl would go gay for because that's how high her level of badassery is. I still never finished watching the rest of Dancer in the Dark...I keep going to finish it and something happens where I can't.

PISSED AT LIFE. My day is shitty, I have crap to wear to Marc's house, I'm waiting on Pest to stop playing his game, and for some reason my self esteem took a nose dive when it took all of Pest's strength to zip up my zipper almost catching one of my nasty fucking back rolls in it because I'm a loser who can't lose weight, making me a hypocrite because I'm obviously not practicing what I preach since I keep gaining more and more and more every day. The fact that I'm poor white trash who hasn't had any new additions to her wardrobe in THREE FUCKING YEARS doesn't help either. Guess what I'm wearing tonight? Oh that's right, it doesn't matter because you've all seen it 800 thousand fucking times before. And everyone go ahead and call me emo, I am being emo right now. Fuck it. I don't care anymore. I will not bring this bad attitude to the party...I swear. That's why I'm venting right now and putting myself through cigarette therapy . I do feel better now getting all of that off my chest.

Yes...but Bring the Pain rules, does not matter what your preference is on Method Man. And it does blow ICP out of the water....because anything blows ICP out the water. I would rather listen to an entire album called "Now that's what I call Polka!" then even one ICP song . Just my preference, that's why I came along and pwned that ICP video . For the record, most of you know this already, but my favorite rapper is Tupac, a man with a message and legacy.