torn asunder

heh...

like a gigantic loser...

bump, as i finally got the car back, and am ready to sell finally! can send a pic message if interested.

nostalgic for inner peace.

i've never understood why people feel that being controlling is a good thing. guess it's just their insecurities... congrats on getting away from it!

damn, man, really shitty news. hope it's something that surgery can get. i have a friend who just went through chemo & she told me it wasn't near as bad as she'd heard (although obviously, it was difficult). wishing the best for you troy, & do what you can to beat this, we want you to stick around a long time, damnit! sending positive energy your way!

really fucking irritated...

cussing. heading out for a show on the cycle tonight, front tire starts going flat. barely got the goddamned thing home. fuck.

debating whether to go out tonight.

takes the right people...

perpetually...

heading out to watch open mic tonight.

i slit the sheet, the sheet i slit, and on the slitted sheet...

send her a pm & ask for clarification!

i 'm thinking, "can fun be had by a person who is incapable of feeling happiness?"

forget "support system" - i could use just one friend (locally, i mean). don't have a single person i can call up & say "hey, what's going on? wanna hang?" how is one to change one's thought processes when isolation is so conducive to negativity? ugh. whatever...

i am - my company makes coolant reservoirs, among other things. if it's a pressurized bottle, there's really no rigging it up, you need to replace it, kat... =)

realizing that it didn't...

i'm thinking that there's really no reason for me to be who i am, so maybe i should pretend to be someone you've never met, because at least then, there would be no prejudgement...

i suck at making it out, but i will try... happy b-day, if i miss it!

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i'm thinking, "it's been years, why the fuck can't you write anything anymore?"

this thread was quite lost i post in it once again behold! necropost!

disappointed, confused, frustrated, resigned, disconsolate.

gave illuminatrix a scrotum-pickling kit for her last b-day.