saechalyn

yes yes! mmm bourbon. I will make mint juleps.

I decided a long time ago that I was going to be the crazy old cat lady. I have cats now, so I'm one step closer! Now I need a shotgun and a porch...maybe some tattered house dresses for good measure.

The Faint- via the Chris Rohn program

That's very true. I wish more people would open their damn mouths, I am sick of hearing about how so and so wanted me years, months, or several states later. I've learned to say what I feel, eventually, even though it might take me a while. Not that it ever gets me anywhere, but that's a post for the pity party thread.

de/vision I'm not enough I can't breathe in this atmosphere No air no life in here An all-enveloping silence Multiplied my fear Killed myself a million times To feel that I'm alive Reconstruct myself every day, anyway I'm not enough I'm never enough i have left no stone unturned Rest in me Breathe life into me I'm dying over and over again Rock me to sleep And bury me deep Deep inside your hollow wounds Rest in me Breathe life into me I'm dying over and over again I'm living on borrowed time I am past my prime Quite determined to exhaust myself And live in someone else Everybody needs a little affection Once in a while Reincarnation of a broken soul All alone

Sorry, I'm too hardcore an alpha male.

And now I'm looking up flights. Just dreamin' for now, but I so want to get out of here.

Looking up rents in portland and seattle.

Voltaire- Irresponsible Is it so wrong if i don't pay my rent? No! Responsibility, I gave it up for lent Sell your wares, pollute the air I don't care Fresh air's for squares Now if it were up to me The piper would be up the creek and the fiddler too 'Cuase neither one of you would be paid I need the cash for getting laid ;P And i don't mind To seem unusually unkind You ask what kind of guy am I I'm a friend of the irresponsible fools Who don't have time for rules The irresponsible who wouldn't be caught dead in a school I'm irresponsible I'm Mr. Irresponsible I'm irresponsible, and I don't care If the whole wold burns (Let it burn) I live my life without a care I don't have time to be Politically aware I hate to have to think I hate feeling too I'll leave those chores to some Pathetic sap like you Don't talk to me about the Dolphin in the tuna net I'm on the tuna's side Hey, dolphin tastes quite good i bet I'd never lie, my hair requires aerosol I want it ten feet tall And I don't care about the hole in the sky If Rogue don't mind, why should I? It just so happens I'm that kind of guy It's a bloody miracle that I haven't gotten Distracted by a skirt and got bored And just walked away Before the end of this God forsaken tune

wondering how long before we get to the people store.

Yes, really.

That's what I keep telling myself, but nothing holds my attention.

I have no crushes at all right now, which is weird for me. Makes life boring.

far, far, far away from here.

plotting my escape

This one line from Jimmy Buffet sums it all up: My head hurts, my feet stink and I don't love Jesus.

I love gin. I like Beefeaters for Martinis and Bombay Sapphire for Gin & Tonics. Herradura is my tequila of choice, but it's rare that I can afford it. I don't know a lot about scotch, but Glenmorangie is my favorite.

*jumps into the fray* Wiki says they're cold wave: Coldwave or "ColdPop" initially referred to a French style of post-punk and early Dark Wave music in the 1980s, taking its cue from bands like Joy Division, Bauhaus, The Cure or Siouxsie & The Banshees and manifesting in music by those such as KaS Product, Martin Dupont, Asylum Party, Norma Loy, Clair Obscur, Opera Multi Steel and Trisomie 21.

This seems fitting Cruxshadows- Birthday Roll out of the bed Look in the mirror And wonder who you are Another year is come and gone Today is your birthday But it might be the last day of your life What will you do if tomorrow is all gone? You wont be young forever Its only a fraction to the sum You wont be young forever Nor will anyone So look at your life Who you want to be before you die? Look at your life What you want to do? Look at your life Who you want to be before you die? Look at your life You havent gone forever Then tell me what really matters Is it the money and the fame Or how many people might eventually know your name But maybe you touch one life And the world becomes a better place to be Maybe you give their dreams another day Another chance to be free You wont be young forever Its only a fraction to the sum You wont be young forever Nor will anyone So look at your life Who you want to be before you die? Look at your life What you want to do? Look at your life Who you want to be before you die? Look into life It all comes back to you

Thank you!

Listening to This American Life Also, about to turn 29

I just saw those at Urban Outfitters. Funny stuff!

Watching my sweet little cat play. I love him so