GothicRavenGoddess

no, but the most recent guy had the gaul to tell me that I was so amazing and unlike any woman he'd ever been with (and with ever little bit he revealed about his ex's I tend to agree with him lol), but then he made some friends in the area he moved to, and suddenly, some girl, who's 4 years younger than I am, becomes him best friend and they get "closer than [they] should have" and suddenly, he is confused about his feelings... blah blah blah.... Gotta love an emotional affair. They might not have been fucking, but they were falling in love, way before he bothered to break up with me.... Even though I was just SO amazing. I'm so sick of this bullshit

I'm beginning to think that I have a magical vagina. Fuck me and you'll find your soul mate, soon after the sexual relationship is over... Because that seems to be what happens...

I'm glad someone agrees with me. I'm so sick of hearing "well, if you can't be happy single, then you don't love yourself". Its a crock of shit. I love myself plenty. And I'm generally happy already. I don't NEED someone to make be fucking happy, I'm just sick and tired of seeing so many people around me so happy in love, including most of my stupid ex's and here I am, a good girlfriend, smart, funny, loving, loyal, understand, ect ect ect, ALONE. That's my reward for being a good girlfriend: loneliness... WTF is wrong with the rest of the world that I, an amazing human being, can't get/keep a boyfriends????? /rant

blah blah blah still single and lonely blah blah blah....

thanks.

aww thank you The drawback, though, is that I'm a bigger girl, who has bipolar (type two), and PCOS... the PCOS keeps me from working, due to body pain.... so, in this case, a nice personality and some brains, doesn't really get me very far.

Guys kinda have to be attracted to me, in order for me to have a genuine boyfriend lol and thus far, the friend I'm fucking seems to be the only one in existence. lol I mean I miss it and all.. and I have my moments of "poor me" or "I'm so fucking lonely", but really... I gotta take it in stride.. because this state of being single is probably going to last for a long time.... bleh...

Yeah, see, I thought you meant more the "forget them" rather than the literal "fuck them" lol But yeah... I already have a FWB. There is no chemistry aside from that. It should be enough, but just sex just isn't enough. Its great, don't get me wrong... but I miss the cuddling and the relationship part... part of me wants more from this guy, but I know that I won't get it. I shouldn't be complaining, because a lot of single people don't get to have sex, while they are single... But still... I miss love. I miss being loved... :( though... judging from the past, I'm not sure how many of them actually did love me... o.O

lonely, and in need of cuddles...

That would be easier if it didn't make me feel like shit. Its hard to ignore.... ugh

I have one gray hair in the very front, as well as about 5 white eyebrow hairs that grow in between my eyes (I hate that my eyebrows connect. its so annoying) I love my single gray hair, on my head. Maybe more in that area will go gray and i'll have the cool gray streak lol Honestly, of all the things that happen, when one starts to age, going gray is the one I care about the least. After all, i can just dye my hair.

I don't give a damn what anyone says. Being single is NOT empowering. Its fucking lonely. No one to cuddle with. No one to wash your back. No one to hug and kiss... Fuck being single. Its not fun at all.

I've been single since early October. I'm tired of being a good girlfriend of being "so amazing" and what is my thanks? Being cheated on. Thanks, douchebags. (I should clarify that not all of my ex's have cheated on me, but a good number of them have, including my most recent one. He's now dating the girl he cheated on me with) The disheartening thing? Nearly all of my exes (except the most recent two, and one or two more) are either married, or will soon be married. Even the shitty ones found someone! >_< ah well...

I think I really screwed things up with this guy I was talking to. I really like him.... But I went through an isolation period and sort of just dropped of the face of the planet. Then when I was feeling better, I felt sort of ashamed to talk to him. Like I was just gonna bother him or something. :( He is understanding, since he's got similar issues to me, but I know it still hurt him. :( So to keep in with the topic: I feel kind of like a screw up and let down...

Thanks, hon.

Broken and defeated.... Why do my animals keep dying?!! RIP Missy

I'm feeling alright. Worried about the Boyfriend. The sunburn is still raised and hurting like hell, but I don't feel sick to my stomach and I don't have the urge to cry and puke every time I move, so that's good. I guess that's about it.

no. I keep getting this:

I didn't even think of that lol

In my honest opinion, any light solid color, that is super easy to read with a black background, will be best. Which is why I voted for #1 and #2.