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Have you ever tried to kill yourself?

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Way back when after my divorce, I really didn't care anymore.

The plan was to start going to City Club and drink myself to death.

Then I met too many cool peeps (Troy being the main one)

And death just did not suit me anymore.

Oddly enough CC and DGN saved my life. (I know, don't I sound lame :tongue: )

Though now I'm a club addict and I just know the years are being shaved off. :devil

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Now don't go stealing my idea....seriously...but have any of you ever been ontop of a parking garage or other tall building and stood near the edge and thought "what if?"...I am just afraid I would live through it but miserably.

I have tryed many times and still am

i usally over does on my medication or tryed to drwon myself in a bathtub..

Im still strugling to fight trying to killmyself..I  know someone upstairs is saying its not my time

also im not much into killing myself its I wish someone woudl kill me * run over with a car shoot me)

pathedic I know :blushing

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Now don't go stealing my idea....seriously...but have any of you ever been ontop of a parking garage or other tall building and stood near the edge and thought "what if?"...I am just afraid I would live through it but miserably.

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Yep, many times. I'm also afraid that I'll end up living and be in worse misery than I'm allready in...oh well.

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Ahem...

No, because I plan to outlive every fucking mutherfucker that ever wronged me. Upon who's deaths I shall dance a dance similar to the "humpty dance" or "undead dances" from the Thriller & Zombie-type movies" whilst humming "neener neeener neeeeenerrr" naked and urinating upon their freshly buried corpses. Going to fuck me over and plan on creamation? I'll shit in your fucking urn. :devil

This will seriously fuck up those in attendance at their funerals. That's my revenge as well as my gift to the world. So Just imagine me waltzing in behind some minister flapping his gums to the berieved whilst I drop trow and shit in the urn behind him. I'll savor the looks on each every one of those faces. :devil

It's my fantasy, let me have it, it gets me through each and every day...so stick around my friends, and you can say," Holy shit, Tomcat really did it!" as you watch the news about a man mind fucking a congregation at a funeral service for revenge... :woot:

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Way back when after my divorce, I really didn't care anymore.

The plan was to start going to City Club and drink myself to death.

Then I met too many cool peeps (Troy being the main one)

And death just did not suit me anymore.

Oddly enough CC and DGN saved my life. (I know, don't I sound lame :tongue: )

Though now I'm a club addict and I just know the years are being shaved off. :devil

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That does not sound lame at all.

I've never actively tried to kill myself, but there have been times I've put myself in danger just from not taking good care of myself. I think a lot of people just let themselves slip into poor health and die from preventable causes because they can't find things to look forward to.

Making new friends and having fun, having that to look forward to is one thing that can definitely keep my spirits up.

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Now don't go stealing my idea....seriously...but have any of you ever been ontop of a parking garage or other tall building and stood near the edge and thought "what if?"...I am just afraid I would live through it but miserably.

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Yep, many times.  I'm also afraid that I'll end up living and be in worse misery than I'm allready in...oh well.

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Lol funny, I always thought the same thing too, thats prolly one of the reasons why I never tried putting a gun in my mouth and blow my brains out back then, I was afraid that I might live through it and have no mouth, I've heard similar incidents like that happened before.

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I guess I could add those times too the list too. The times I binge on substances or eat food I know can kill me. May not be trying to kill myself but don't care either which can lead to death.

That does not sound lame at all. 

I've never actively tried to kill myself, but there have been times I've put myself in danger just from not taking good care of myself.  I think a lot of people just let themselves slip into poor health and die from preventable causes because they can't find things to look forward to. 

Making new friends and having fun, having that to look forward to is one thing that can definitely keep my spirits up.

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To answer the question, I have not tried to kill myself, nor would I ever want to unless I was terminally ill.

Suicide is acceptable in certain cultures but frowned on and illegal in our western ways of thought. Not everyone feels this way in the states but it is the norm. Personally I think if someone wants to commit suicide than they should have the option to do so. Obviously someone who needs help should get it first, before going to the extreme measure of suicide. I don't think suicide should be encouraged in any mainstream ways ( i.e. tv commericials ), being that too many are heavily influenced by it. It should be a private thing that if someone decides for whatever reason that they do not wish to live, that they should not be judged and chatised(sp?) for thier decision.

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I'd like to write a letter to Federal and ask them how many of their 12 guage buckshot rounds happen to be duds, if they have any information about that. It's a very strange feeling to pull the trigger of a 12 guage shotgun that is pointed at your head and have nothing happen. At first I thought I was dreaming or that it really happened and I was just experiencing some fucked up after-life

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Life is a test. If you don't show up to class and take the test, you don't pass the test. Period.

I have to much respect for the GOD up above to cut myself off....I am here for a reason so I hear.....Haven't figured out why yet, but there's a reason......right?

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"I am very grateful and indebted to my depression. Afterall, without it, what would i have painted all these years?" -Edvard Munch

Hopefully someone on here can apply that.

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Great misery does seem to fuel great creativity.

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I think so to.  Well, it's either that or love but i think one can only achieve love through an extensive and complex episode of despair.

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I really think that is true. You can not feel the depths of real love until you have also felt the depths of sorrow, or else you would take it for granted because you would never understand how precious it is.

One of my favorite quotations

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

Kahlil Gibran

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