Queen of Foxes

We visit Holland in the Summers a lot. It's beautiful there. One of the best local places to explore.

Butterflies do coitus on my flowers.....

Water muh plants. The potted ones outside. Then to work I go.

Lol 😂 that tiny tongue is getting me

Now if they create Decaf coffee for us anxiety sensitive folk 😂

I have to a few times since my move up here. Roger has been there. He's even played there.

Also, check out the Water company Liquid Death. We are huge supporters of this company.

I did. Thank you

Appreciate it. I heading to bed. My meds are knocking me out. Didn't want to be rude and leave you without an interaction. Night.

Awww, no yummy 😢

When we bike 15+ miles, we always bring water with a Mio and/or a bit of lemon, and a teeny bit of salt. It helps a lot, even prevents my dehydrated headaches I get after our long adventures. Pickles also. And pickle juice.

It's the Elder Futhark in alphabetical order.

Currently working on my arm. My tattoos speak for the chapters of my life. My left arm are my kid years. My back is when I had enough of chaos, and took control of chaos. Yay, chaos. Tattoos are expensive, and we have a world to explore and life to achieve. Tattoos will happen in time.

It has been a day of a massive mix.

Table Top: Dungeons and Dragons, Welcome to the Dungeon, Welcome Back to the Dungeon, and tons of Chess between Roger and I. Video: Killing Floor 2, Age of Empires 2 & 4, Star Craft, Halo Infinite, and Elder Scrolls Online. Arcade: Pinball, Street Fighter, and Joust.

It's not what I mean. I am a literal lizard person. It's been who I am my entire life. I appreciate the concern Words are awesome for meaning multiple things for different types of people. You are valid for your feelings. Have a good day.

I'm with the Lizard People and Sasquatches.

Steak, with sautéed white onion, parsley, bay leaves, native Michigan Mushroom, garlic, and carrots.

I apologize for my absence inbetween the years I've been on this website. I have had a lot happen. If you are curious, I did write about everything that happened to me in the "Mental Disorders Thread". Simply, I am alien and feral. Easiest way to explain. In the last time I've been here, I have had an amazing and also incredibly shitty life at the same time. But, that taught me about balance. I am now a mother to a miniature dachshund, our Mini Cooper. My boyfriend of six years loooooooves dachshunds, and since he is the bread winner, I gladly let him have his choice of dog. I'm an all animal woman. I also like my big doges. Big boofs. But I love the little sausage. He's our Mighty Weenie. Roger and I, /are/ engaged at this point. We have a house, a car, a life, a dog, friends, etc. We also happily came to terms with both being Asexual. Since we made the move years ago to be asexual/flux-sex repulsed. We PDA in public with kissing. We get into kiss fits... Body fluids just make us both vomit. Except blood. Lol. No kids for us... YAY! We are the adult kids. We cannot get married just yet. We both want to work on ourselves first. We aren't ready as people for a government document commitment. After getting published in popular High Fashion Magazines and various alternative ones, I've retired as a model. I gladly reached my goal of Vogue, and I feel completed in that section of my life. So it ended.... But! I now have a new goal. I am publishing a cookbook in my later years. I have been working through recipes and making my own. I also have an amazing art career And many gardens and plants of my own. Also, I get to hangout with Scott and even got to hug Raev this year as well. I'm happy to be back. I'm super busy now a days with real life. The internet is actually horrible, and real life is like a dream. I rather be in real life (social media has became a huge "turn-off" for me. Yet, here I am lol 😂 It's not Meta or Twit or turn tables, um.. Tiktok?... Yeah. I'm. Not over 30 at all). Yes, I'm weird, and I'm not here to turn anyone on. It's actually the complete opposite. *eyes move like lizard's, as tongue licks eyeball, slowly* My dude's 👇

I appreciate it. I happily hit block anyways. So if someone's mind chemicals don't mix well with mine, I'll silence the whole matter and disappear from them. I worked hard to get my life where it's at now. I need to maintain it's peace and keep it that way. And Raev and Scott are good friends of mine that I love (and their families). I heard it was alive again on here, and I just quit social media for networking purposes finally after years. So I just want to, come and go. I have a very busy month a head of me. Yay...... I want to live in real life. The internet is just a sprits of, hell.... A zesty hell, but a mix of hells.

I'm... Autistic... I don't communicate my full views. Only parts. It's why so many people misunderstand me. It's, hard for me to communicate how I feel in full. It's why I'm afraid of people. So many are ready to strike, and they don't even double check before they do... And yeah. I apologize a head of time if I disappear. Socializing is incredibly difficult and causes me a lot of stress that triggers ptsd and anxiety and some days I can't even get through a day without constant flashes of people screaming at me. Its gotten to the point where my psychosis gets a hold of it and made up scenarios start going through my head and it crushes me. So, take what I say lightly. If you are unsure of something, please ask. I will do my best to help communicate to help you understand my feels.

Currently noticeably shaking at the doctor's office. I had to drive. Roger is super busy, so he couldn't.... I turn up music and do my best. But holy crap, involuntary anxiety... Yay...

You have to touch them up too, and also care for them. It IS a lot of money. I didn't get a cat or dog for 1/3 of my life because I didn't have the funds to properly own an animal incase they had an emergency. I just, hate spending money on stuff that requires a lot that I do not have. ANXIETY HELL.

I am not upset or sad about my Past. Diamonds are made under pressure. Shit happens. I don't feel bad for me at all. I am incredibly proud of myself. My past doesn't make me. My future dictates me Yeah it's hard to really tell with some historical things, because they're dead and we didn't have enough evidence, BUT, yeah. not going to make it into a big thing. I just use that term for, neurotypical people. I just say ASD a lot. It doesn't matter if I am high or low. It doesn't matter at all. I love how it made me different. Bleh. I,.. am struggling with words though on what to say. I am trying. Using positive, relative, and also...idk...back to my meeting. People are back.

This job is going to take me a month to do, and the client seems a bit stricter than usual. It's going to be a busy month.