Homicidalheathen

Hoping Dark one does NOT do this. And wondering what cute guitar player guy from the beach last night is doing.

trying to stay near a bathroom to be quite honest. Thats why I am on here.

Troy looks like a badass movie star in this one.

I dont know who that other guy is, but your certainly not an idiot.

I love snakes. Currently I am cleaning up my computer. I have to do this everytime I let my kids use it.

I am guessing that is not the snake of the one eyed tube variety?

I dunno. Maybe it hasn't even been writen yet. Some OBNOXIOUS country song with ASSHOLE in it over and over.......hey I know.....the rodeo song! THE RODEO SONG (Gaye DeLorme) Showdown - 1980 Well it's forty below and I don't give a fuck Got a heater in my truck and I'm off to the rodeo And it's Allemande left and Allemande right Come on ya fuckin' dummy get your right step right Get off stage ya goddam goof, ya know Ya piss me off, ya fuckin' jerk, get on my nerves Well here comes Johnny with his pecker in his hand He's a one ball man and he's off to the rodeo And it's Allemande left and Allemande right Come on ya fuckin' dummy get your right step right Get off stage ya goddam goof, ya know Ya piss me off, fuckin' jerk, get on my nerves Well it's forty below and I ain't got a truck And I don't give a fuck 'cause I'm off to the rodeo It's Allemande left and Allemande right Come on ya fuckin' dummy get your right step right Get off stage ya goddam goof, ya know Ya piss me off, ya fuckin' jerk, get on my nerves Well here comes Johnny with his pecker in his hand He's a one ball man and he's off to the rodeo And it's Allemande left and Allemande right Come on ya fuckin' dummy get your right step right Get off stage ya goddam goof, ya know Ya piss me off, fuckin' jerk, ya get on my nerves And since you all know how much I hate country.....and assholes......you can imagine my mood.

Succeeding at what she is not good at, by just sitting here too.

second that

kinda wishing someone would leave to be quite honest....and wishing I had not looked at that.....

got the date for the bonfire wrong.....tis next week.....I should go help someone celebrate his 40th but want to stay home cause I was out till 3:30 last night. Just want to stay home and cuddle my hunny

wishing this person would stop calling for me/him. I am sick of it.

Wondering why I got leather seats. I think I am missing 4 inches of skin off my ass.

I have to go get a ton of work done today. So I guess that means right now, as of this moment.....I am procrastinating again by going on DGN.

waiting for someone

recovering. Gawd. I slept for 12 hours.

trying to find some really important papers. I suppose I should locate the key first.....lol

crapideous...everything is turning out crap within this happening.

I belong to NO ONE. I belong nowhere.....I stand alone. for I am GOTH.

God.

About to go KILL someone for calling to early. You know who you are....

Waiting on someone.

A few years ago my sister said she had seen something about us on a web site. I denied it. Reasons rather obvious.....but also, she can't be trusted with secrets. Also, I thought...its none of her buisness....and if she was looking at it, .....she must beinterested in it....so she can keep that judgemental advice to herself. So yah, I lie sometimes. Or at least fib. Trying at the moment to make me oma not worry about something by NOT telling her when she asks about a situation....which is sorta a lie....but....she worries uneedlessly. She has been through enough, everything will work out..... Also.....everyone does not have the same needs, goals and hopes or situations as others. So, maybe they can't handle the truth......it does not make you a bad person for being mysterious and vague if what you do doesn't harm anyone. Your not weak or unworthy because you don't live by someone else' rules. Oh and sometimes we don't tell our kids about the whole scope of our financial situation as it is none of their buisness......as long as things are taken care of and paid for. I do have a baaad tendancy to lie about my health until I am so sick I can't move. It pisses people off. But, there is nothing anyone can do about and I hate whinning so I am not going to complain about it all the damn time. They want daily updates on the state of my ability to poo and it is personal. And gross. I get sick of them asking. I eat well there is nothing else I can do. Oh and also, the women on my moms side tend to be a bit psychic. I have predicted 2 deaths. They both happened within 6 months of the person dying. My mum too. We don't tell anyone what we know. I don't think its right. Also I have had to lie about religeous and political practices to keep jobs. When I was young, and single and free and successful on my own with no boss....and didn't have any kids and was not speaking to my family members.......it was easy to hold onto the practice and belief that one should never lie. It just doesn't work that way. Well maybe people shouldn't HAVE to but sometimes you just do. Its nice to stand for what you believe in but its even nicer to have a paycheck ect.