Homicidalheathen

...talking to my friend about her damn near dead diabetic b/f who is only 31. In intensive care again.

Throw her down and um......um.....

How goth can you get. Sheesh. Pathetic I tells ya. I am waking up as I stayed up all night laying in someones arms looking at the moon. Oh and scratching mesquito bites.

"Going Under" Now I will tell you what I've done for you - 50 thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you - And you still won't hear me. (going under) Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies. (So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not) Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm... So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away) I won't be broken again (again) I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under I'm dying again I'm going under (going under) Drowning in you (drowning in you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm going under (going under) I'm going under (drowning in you) I'm going under This song is stuck in my head from the other night.

Trying to get the ol body working again.

Dance around the fire and write a new song.

Melons lol do you eat your veggies?

weee! There are a ton of cool peeps on right now. Hi all!

Any lyrics by KORN!!! Because even though tis a goth board and all....most of us are dark hearted beasts and the lyrics of Korn fit most of my/our moods when dealing with humans....no? Even if it is metal. Which I am kinda sick of. But I love Korn lyrics. And this one fits my thought right now to a 'T'. KORN LYRICS "Fake" I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie, that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand, oh, the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Let! It all go (I look) at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? You try so hard to be wanted -False emotions tells you fronted I feel being a person relies on one thing: Be yourself, let you come through you're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be Be yourself, let you come through! Fake! -You'll regret it, you'll regret it

Seth? I knew a Seth once, it was great lol! (still is actually ) ...and the word eden......do you promise a place of eden? Where everyone lays around eating fruit all day and frolic? Just always curious how people come up with their names.

Getting frustrated. I hate the internet sometimes. Sure, it makes things easier.....maybe I won't have to drive down there but it would sure help if I had an actual HUMAN to talk to. All I get is a recorded message or the internet and neither is helping.

Um, Cix???

10,218 posts (12 per day) take that bitches!

LOL fresh meat lets eat!

Eating as I am about to crash.

Deffinatly other. Lately his mood more determines our status which remains open just to different degrees.

Pj's. But they are pirates of the carribean and I will prob wear them out and around today. Yup. They don't really look like pj's do they?

Your sister finds you and hubbies swinger ad online lol (this happened to me)

Coffee, chocolate.......pain........work. In that order.

OH and a instruction book for a camera I bought is written in french only. I don't speak or read french.

Instructions on things that should be obvious. There is instructions on everything now. Like how to light a candle...ect...ect........some of the things are made over seas and the instructions dont even make sense cause they don't use proper english......

What you need to learn to overcome your bad side: maturity Lol Dr Phils side gig writing out advice for pop quizes.

Me 586-610-2989 dont care who has it cause if you crank me you will regret it