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[TheAbsynthFairy]

"Second Skin" by THE GITS

I need a second skin about now to put up with all the shit I am going through. Whine...piss...moan...blah blah blah

[TheAbsynthFairy]

be nice if I would have shared the lyrics huh?

Here they are in case your interested:

Second Skin: The Gits

I've thought about it hell about a million times

It takes all my strength just to keep it calm

I have to tell myself it's there just to breathe

Holding it inside will only help to do me in

Each time I close my eyes I see another chain

It's one I can't forget something I cannot break out of

I need a second skin something to hold me up

Can't seem to get out of this hole I've dug myself right back in

Just to wake up tells me hell I must be brave

It hits me like a drug shot into my vein

But it's not as delightful delightful of a pain

Immobilizing me almost makes me think I'm dead

I need a second skin something to hold me tough

Can't do it on my own sometimes I need just a little more help

I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me

I need a second skin something I cannot break out of

I just tell myself girl just let it breathe

It's a calmness I'm always searching for

But the dirt it gets so heavy

It falls above my head seeping from under my feet

It just keeps on getting deeper

I need a second skin something to hold me up

Can't do it on my own sometimes I need just a little more help

I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me

I need a second skin something I cannot break free of

Though no one ever said it'd be easy still one's left to deny

The choice that come between your willingness to survive

Though you're knowing what you stand up against

A world set to deceive you need a special strength

I've got that second skin I've got that chance to give

I've got the only way that I know how to live with it

I need a second skin something to hold me tough

I need a second skin something I cannot break out of

[saechalyn]

VNV Nation, Cold

Put your hand into my hand

Put your head against my head

Put your lips against my lips

Put self consciousness aside

No redemption

No confessions

No distractions

No possessions

Let your blood run through my veins

Blade shall numb you from the pain

No tomorrows

Just submittance

No remorse of self indulgence

Just your body

Just your body

Just your body

Just your body

Just your body on my body

Want your thoughts of me inside

Let your hands run on my skin

Let me be the one you need

I shall be the one you feed

All I am and all you see

Is all I will and ever be

Invigoration

Angulation

Mortal acts of indignation

Put your lips against my lips

Put self consciousness aside

Invigoration

Angulation

Mortal acts of indignation

Crave it all

Know no other

Crash your dreams and fall forever

Show me no place you hide behind

Only body soul entwined

Let me be the one you need

I shall be the one you feed

All I am and all you feel

All that will and ever be

Invigoration

Angulation

Mortal acts of indignation

Just your body on my body

Want your thoughts of me inside

No redemption

No confessions

No distractions

Or possessions

No tomorrows

Just submittance

No remorse of self indulgence

Invigoration

Angulation

Mortal acts of indignation

Mortal acts of VNV Nation

[ManicQueen]

Genitorturers - I Touch Myself

I love myself

I want you to love me

When I'm feelin' down

I want you above me

I search myself

I want you to find me

I forget myself

I want you to remind me

Chorus:

I don't want anybody else

When I think about you

I touch myself

I don't want anybody else

Oh no, oh no, oh no

You're the one who makes me happy honey

You're the sun who makes me shine

When you're around I'm always laughing

I want to make you mine

I close my eyes

And see you before me

Think I would die

If you were to ignore me

A fool could see

Just how much I adore you

I get down on my knees

I'd do anything for you

Chorus

I love myself

I want you to love me

When I'm feelin' down

I want you above me

I search myself

I want you to find me

I forget myself

I want you to remind me

Chorus

I want you

I don't want anybody else

And when I think about you

I touch myself

Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah

[BlackHound]

Queens of the Stone Age-Go with the Flow

She sail "i'll throw myself away,

They're just photos after all"

I can't make you hang around.

I can't wash you off my skin.

Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out

You won't remember anyway

I can go with the flow

But don't say it doesn't matter anymore

I can go with the flow

Do you believe it in your head?

It's so safe to play along

Little soldierin a row

Falling in and out of love

With something sweet to throw away.

But I want something good to die for

To make it beautiful to live.

I want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate.

Do you believe it in your head?

I can go with the flow

But don't say it doesn't matter anymore

I can go with the flow

Do you believe it in your head?

[Vater Araignee]

Roaming the dark with heads off

Smoke squares 5 at a time and won't cough

I like graveyards and beating on a Voodoo drum

And all you worry about is where the fuck I'm from

Never existed

Grippin' my axe, doubled fisted

And if you blinked missed it

I'm Twiztid

No love

No hugs

No death

No friends

No light

Pitch black

All I ever see is the gound beneeth me

Broken wings curse on my back please release me

Living Hell everyday with a vision

Since everybody on the top but I'm missing

Listen for the voice in my head to put an end

Or somebody please save my soul and be a friend

Do you really know what is't like to be me

Hell nah

Cause if you did I wouldn't have to tell ya'll

Do you really know what it's like (Do you know, do you really know) to be me

Do you really know what it's like (Do you know, do you really know) to be me

Do you really know what it's like (Do you know, do you really know) to be me

Do you really know what it's like (Do you know, do you really know) to be me

[saechalyn]

Do you believe in heaven above

Do you believe in love

Don't tell me a lie

Don't be false or untrue

It all comes back to you

Open fire on my burning heart

I've never been lucky in love

My defences are down

A kiss or a frown

I can't survive on my own

If a girl walks in

And carves her name in my heart

I'll turn and run away

Everyday we've all been led astray

It's hard to be lucky in love

It get's in your eyes

It's making you cry

Don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

Looking for love

Calling heaven above

Send me an angel

Right now

Empty dreams can only disappoint

In a room behind your smile

But don't give up, don't give up

You can be lucky in love

[fever blister]

janis joplin-mary jane

Now when I go to work,I work all day

always tutns out the same

when I bring home my hard-earned pay

I spend my money all on Mary Jane

Mary Jane,Mary Jane Lord my Mary Jane

Oh if a man should look tame now,mean and mature,

they all turns out the same

'Cause they can't do nothing to make a man feel good

like my old Mary Jane

Mary Jane,Mary Jane Lord my Mary Jane

Now I walk in the street now lookin' for a friend

one that can lend me some change

and he never questions my reason why

'cause he too loves Mary Jane

Mary Jane,Mary Jane Lord my Mary Jane

Well I have known women that wanted no man

some that wanted to say

but I never knew what happened in this world

'Till I met up with Mary Jane

Mary Jane,Mary Jane Lord my Mary Jane

Oh when I'm feeling lonesome and I'm feelin' blue

there's only one way to change

Now I walk down the street now lookin' for a man

one that knows my Mary Jane

Mary Jane,Mary Jane it's my Mary Jane

[saechalyn]

I´ve been here all the time

as far as I know doing right

I´ve always waited for the moment

that you would come throught my door

but this brought loneliness... so far

I lay my hand onto my heart

is this a life I want to live?

is this the dream I had of you?

...the dream I had of you?

now I´m standing here alone

waiting on my own

for something that will fill the emptiness inside...

the moment that you´re mine

but this is loneliness... I know

I lay my hand onto my soul

is this what life has got to give?

is this dream I had of you?

... the dream I had of you?

[odims_sphere]

Impotence

Boomerang

I'll stab you

Clumps of hair

In the sink

Who's hiding

Things from me?

You knew all along, goddammit

But you wouldn't tell me

Well, look at you now

It's not funny, my ass is on fire

Paraplegic, inhuman liar

Carve a smile

On your face

Everything's great

Suffocate

It's beyond my control...I'm coming!

Boo

Redundant

Boring

[saechalyn]

Do you ever question your life

Do you ever wonder why

Do you ever see in your dreams...

All the castles in the sky

Oh tell me why...

Do we build castles in the sky

Oh tell me why...

All the castles way up high.

Please tell me why...

Do we build castles in the sky

Oh tell me why...

All the castles way up high.

[BillyDeath]

"Don't Eat the Yellow Snow" by Frank Zappa

[phee]

Bury your dreams

Drown your skin

Useful ruins [X2]

Baby Blue Eyes [X4]

Perfect waist

Perfect skin

Breed and serve

Baby Blue Eyes [X4]

Bury your dreams

Drown your skin

Useful ruins [X2]

Baby Blue Eyes [X4]

[Guest Megalicious]

This circus is falling down on its knees

The big top is crumbling down

It's raining in Baltimore fifty miles east

Where you should be, no one's around

I need a phone call

I need a raincoat

I need a big love

I need a phone call

These train conversations are passing me by

And I don't have nothing to say

You get what you pay for

But I just had no intention of living this way

I need a phone call

I need a plane ride

I need a sunburn

I need a raincoat

And I get no answers

And I don't get no change

It's raining in Baltimore, baby

But everything else is the same

There's things I remember and things I forget

I miss you I guess that I should

Three thousand five hundred miles away

But what would you change if you could?

I need a phone call Maybe I should buy a new car

I can always hear a freight train If I listen real hard

And I wish it was a small world

Because I'm lonely for the big towns

I'd like to hear a little guitar

I think it's time to put the top down

I need a phone call

I need a raincoat

[phee]

Front 242

Mutilate

We will stagger

We will stagger

On and on

A simple habit

Jump from one foot

To the other

On and on

Chained to the laws (2x)

Let's go further

Used to reeling

On and on

A plain reflex

If mistaken

Never lose faith

Steering on

We will stagger

Lose out bearings

On and on

Yes, there can be no

Obvious answers

As we move on, and on and on,

We must tremble

Lame and humble

On and on

Behind the stars

Beneath the walls

Below the ground

Before the storm...

Below the ground

Before the storm...

Chained to the laws (2x)

Useless anger

There's no answer

To be found

We will stagger

We will falter

Stained and blackened

On and on

Chained to the laws...

Chained to the laws...

You'd better know the laws...

[phee]

Front 242 - Hymn

One of us is waiting, one side of us waiting

Some of us are striving, somewhere on a mountain

One part of us keeps giving away, giving away, giving away...

Chorus

And disorder must come

And disorder must reign

Every minute will count

When disorder is king

One of us is waiting, one more number's waiting

Where's your revolution plan?

Where's your need to make a stand

To finalize, to synchronize?

One stand, one stand together

One stand, one stand to hang the standard high

The standard high

Where's your revolution plan?

Where's your need to understand

To find more time, to find more time?

Chorus

One of us is waiting, one side of us is waiting

Where's your revolution plan?

Where's the leading upperhand

To guide your life, to guide your life

One stand, one stand together

One stand, one stand to hang the standard high

The standard high

Chorus

[The_Dark]

Let it be captured - Danzig

all I want

all I get

let it be captured

in my heart

world on fire

world of pain

find myself wanting you again

all I want

all I need

let it be captured

in my heart

slip my hand

up

inside

cradle the soul

that you hide

from my eyes

I can see

so many things

that you want

that you need

I can give

let it be captured

in my heart

[LuluVox]

I'm pretty much just smitten with this song lately.

Woven Hand, "Deerskin Doll"

You are a fine noise

I must take care for you

My heart, my head

on the ground

To speak of such things

As the sound of your wings

I have not the breath

In my bride's eye

And by her side

And by her side

You are the noise

The elk tooth chain

Lovely in the river's name

You stand in my circle

The circle of my center here

It will take some time

To get to this point

'Cause remember,

you are spinning around the room

I dare not rest

My hands on my chest

Vos channy ost ...

mi osjte

Means yes

Means yes

You are the noise

The elk tooth chain

Lovely in the river's name

You stand in my circle

The circle of my center here

The branches all creak together

All out in the open

Inside a roaring figure

On the wall

The streets are cobbled

Just for you

The silver sun in my cellar well too

I hear a mocking voice

You are the noise

The elk tooth chain

Lovely in the river's name

You stand in my circle

The circle of my center here

[phee]

Pink Floyd - The Final Cut

Through the fish-eyed lens of tear stained eyes

I can barely define the shape of this moment in time

And far from flying high in clear blue skies

I'm spiraling down to the hole in the ground where I hide.

If you negotiate the minefield in the drive

And beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes

And if you make it past the shotgun in the hall,

Dial the combination, open the priesthole

And if I'm in I'll tell you what's behind the wall.

There's a kid who had a big hallucination

Making love to girls in magazines.

He wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith.

Could anybody love him

Or is it just a crazy dream?

And if I show you my dark side

Will you still hold me tonight?

And if I open my heart to you

And show you my weak side

What would you do?

Would you sell your story to Rolling Stone?

Would you take the children away

And leave me alone?

And smile in reassurance

As you whisper down the phone?

Would you send me packing?

Or would you take me home?

Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings,

Thought I oughta tear the curtain down.

I held the blade in trembling hands

Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang

I never had the nerve to make the final cut.

"Hello? Listen, I think I've got it. Okay, listen its a HaHa!"

[Anathema]

The Bolshoi's "Away" mixed with perhaps Zug Island's "Sunny Day".

[Anathema]

shelter ~ icon of coil

i can find shelter in this world

i'm searching for another world where i feel safe....

[phee]

Circustance - Skinny Puppy

"Crazy

Black time

I looked upon the circus in the sky

steaming colorized ceiling paranoia

Make it go away

Make it go away

unclean

There for years

Until tirade is used

Four ring

Four crap-hole

Listen to the circus

Listen now

Make it go away

Violent teases wet in mouth

Repromoting ecstasy escape

No self respected

Lies desperate

Lies pattern

Lies inside

Lies pattern

Lies inside

Lies pattern

Lies inside

So let's spew

Set it in

Let 'em know how it feels

In gaping hole holding

Head explode

Cream drip bucket

Oversold

Washes dirt

Washing lies

Blaming cunt

Who won't realize

Tackle this reaper

Breeze rocking

Burning paper

pattern word

pattern lies"

[Guest Megalicious]

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future

Cause I repeat the same routine

I think I used to have a purpose

But then again

That might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice

Now I never make a sound

I just do what I've been told

I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]

Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching

In case I lose myself again

Sometimes I think I'm happy here

Sometimes, yet I still pretend

I can't remember how this got started

But I can tell you exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper

I'm hoping someday you might find

Well I'll hide it behind something

They won't look behind

I'm still inside here

A little bit comes bleeding through

I wish this could have been any other way

But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

[Anathema]

What the world needs now ~ by burt bacharach

what the wold needs now

is love sweet love

[Gothmama25]

"Moment Of Weakness"

By Bif Naked

I stand in the pouring rain

you couldn't even be there to pick me up

yer taking me for granted, again

yer running outa time, and yer outa luck!

Just a moment of weakness

i should examine my head!

just a moment of weakness

i never meant a word i said

I'm sick with the beiijing flu

and you chose then not to come home.

a week later I caught you

kissing a girl who was my clone!

Just a moment of weakness

i should examine my head!

just a moment of weakness

i never meant a word i said!

(Oh, why should I stay and pretend?

you make me laugh again

my darling, truth is - we are not even friends!

oh, love comes and it goes.

where yer heart stops - no one knows...

how did i wind up in the is mess, here - with you! )

Just a moment of weakness

i should examine my head!

just a moment of weakness

i never meant a word i said!

Edited July 19, 2006 by Gothmama25