GOD ddoesn't hate people. You were probably one of the millions of people taught that you earn GOD's love and have to fear HIM. That's sad, really. I know its not really my business but what I found is that I had to learn to love and respect myself. Once I did that I stopped making so many mistakes with relationships. I am much happier with my life in spite of everything that's going on. The most important thing is to accept yourself as you are, remember that GOD doesn't make junk, and you are loved.