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theres a cat for that

going back to school aaaaaaannnnnddd i can finally put my hair back in a pony tail. . .sounds stupid but thats a big accomplishment for me

walking into work after beeing off and finding everything in chaos. sticky notes practically floor to ceiling, the register having money on it because we were over and no one knows what to do, and crap everywhere.

it can only get better. . .it has to

nothing . . .

Now don�t you be afraid We can always talk about No need to medicate cuz I know you�re strong without it You got me through the days When I thought I couldn�t face it Let me count the ways The love we have you can replace it Just hold on, I�m not that strong There�s a little piece of heaven Right here where you are the fact that you keep trying is what sets you apart. Help me find the reason and I�ll help you find the way to get rid of all your pain little by little, day by day Now, you�re far away and I�m alone to cry about it It�s not a better place, when you die and leave me here to say Hold on, I was never that strong There�s a little piece of heaven Right here where you are the fact that you keep trying is what sets you apart. Help me find the reason and I�ll help you find the way to get rid of all your pain little by little, day by day You�ll get stronger if you need me, I�m not far away So, just hold on I�ll help you find a way I�ll help you find the way There�s a little piece of heaven Right here where you are the fact that you keep trying is what sets you apart. Help me find the reason and I�ll help you find the way to get rid of all your pain little by little, day by day little by little, day by day

wondering if i could finish off the rest of the alch in the house and if it would be enough to make me stop feeling like i do. . . (-.-)

steak with caramelized onions, garlic mashed potatoes, corn. dark chocolate raspberry brownies for later

making a delicious dinner. stake smothered in onions and mushrooms, garlic and cheese mashed potatoes and some yummy veggies mmmmm

Happy Bday

You Are Yellow You are the brightest person the crowd, and you stand out every place you go. You are incredibly charismatic. You are truly joyful, and people like to be close to your happiness. You have a strong, positive effect on others. You are very memorable. A lot of people know you, even those who you haven't seen you in years remember you well. You are often as happy as you seem, but sometimes you fake it a little bit. You know people are counting on you to lift them up... and you don't want to let them down.

kp-thinking of you

what could really help is if they would stop profiling and take a look at the facts. it took me twice as much time to get through security because i had to be patted down, my bag checked (like on the side dug through everything i had type shit) at wich point they wanted to know why i had so many glasses and where i was taking them, not to mention they pulled out my cell phone charger and accused me of replacing the prongs with razor blades. . .seriously? and those explosive sniffing dogs? i had one following me and apparently give the signal that i had something. i did actually, dog treats. . .come on now security thats just retarded

headache, weird dreams, woke up smiling but going wtf?!?!? thinking of making breakfast soon. trying to find nye crap to do since i sucked at it last year

i think that unless both partys are ready for a serious commitment a child should not even be brought into the situation. theres to many things children have to deal with once a parent is seperated from the other and i dont think just throwing them into a new parental relationship right away is healthy at all. that being said i have no problem with dating others with children.

oh god *facepalm*

not that i consider my dads house home but i did realize when i went back last week that i still now just where to step/hop to miss the creeks in the floor and the odd smell of clean and . . . maybe cologne that is unmistakably my dads house

my guy and i are the same way. no one can imagine why were together because were pretty much oposites. it works tho, we compliment each other in an oddly working way

Dawn- You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

seems like its either the best news or the worst on the holidays :/ at least i spent the day locked away from all things xmas, hanging out in front of the new 50 in with my hun

nice. . .i flew NWA on friday

its xmas and i dont have to deal with family so yay. i managed to get out of this month with only two annoying emails from someone i wont mention. aaaannnddd even tho its going to involve me getting up way to early tomorrow im getting my laptop and thats just pretty damn exciting

had a lady come into my work covered in all sorts of pagany type jewelry. thats a site down here so it really made my day to be able to see/talk to someone like that down here