EvilEve

beat him with a cat-tail

i'll give you the short version; my sister cheated on her boyfriend with her ex. she had a kid, and it's her ex's, but she never told her boyfriend. her boyfriend thinks it's his. her boyfriend's in jail until next month, and still thinks that her son is his. she's been seeing her ex ever since he went to jail, knows the kid to be her ex's (the kid and her ex look identical) but still didn't break up with her boyfriend. now, because her ex is a conflicted mofo', she wants to get rid of the ex, and be with her boyfriend when he get's out of jail. here's the short version before he went into jail; while my sister was pregnant, her and her boyfriend fought A LOT!! he would criticize her, talk down to her, make her feel like sh**. he's even thrown stuff in MY house while he was staying here. (didn't hit her, mind you, but he was upset because she wouldn't talk to him about what was wrong) they fought before, during, and after she was pregnant. she wasn't happy while he was around her. tried to break up with him 3 separate times, but they never did because HE didn't want to. (control freak, what?) wtf makes someone think that going back into a situation like that will have a different outcome? is it the fact that she's afraid to raise her son by herself, and these two asshole's are the only one's that she knows that will actually put up with her? is it the control/mental abuse that triggers the subconscious into thinking that, "Oh, this is okay, because I'm use to this kind of behavior." we never had an easy childhood (i don't think many have), and our parents fought A LOT while we were growing up. almost all kinds of abuse took place between them, my sisters and i ended up with the emotional/mental scarring from these battles. i always tried to protect them from whatever my parents threw at each other, keeping them out of the way. i would take the hits, so to speak. i think she's better off without either of them in her life. she's the kind of person who CANNOT be by herself, at all. she needs that emotional attention/connection of some kind. what drives a person to crave THAT kind of attention? i need to find a way to talk some sense into her before he's released. i also need to find a way to approach this without her biting my head off. she can intervene in everyone else s life, but don't mess with hers. grrr.... i love my sister dearly... however, i think i'm going to end up hitting her with a 2x4 if she doesn't wake the hell up.

took my 'Boy' to renfest today! it was awesome!!

anything but THAT!!!! *leaving it up to the imagination* what would you do to have your toes not broken?

the stormy-rainy kind... only kind to put me to sleep how long is too long for you to go w/o something?

that's a tough call... i'm gonna have to say both.... have you thought about what not to do with a mouse trap?

often speaks in 3rd person like Bob Dole *smirks*

to be able to fall asleep right now next to my fave person

apparently, there's a vampire ball being held in Flint this year, and according to rumor, Voltaire is going to be there as well. it's being held on Oct. 24th, in a masonic temple, from what i've been hearing. does anyone else know any other info. on this... like where to get tickets at, or things of that nature? might be fun to have an unofficial meeting up there.

wants to beat people with nerf toys

haven't had any worth making them the fondest yet, truth be told... do you shout/throw things/ cry/ get quiet when you get mad?

to get my fricken hormones under control, and not feel so enraged about little things right now.

spaghetti, ... yum...

tired, pissed off, hungry, agitated on so many levels, wanna cry, pissed off, needing social interaction, pissed off, wanting to meet my kid already, did i mention pissed off?!

enjoys the taste of pickle juice

enjoys the taste of buttermilk

Voltaire - Hell in a Handbasket ...

i'm all for LOVE... for a while there, i didn't think that i could love again after Prophet passed. i'm not going to say that i'm IN LOVE, however, i am loving the moments that i have right now. i love the person that i'm with, i'll love my child indefinitely.

feeling very hungry, and the need to be very pretty. keeps the attention of Boy.

teeth

gonna go and make food for me and this munchkin i'm incubating.

right now, we're playing with the name Hayden. came to me while i was driving home from work this morning. *shrugs* forgot that it was from the tv show Coach. he's slightly amused by it, so we'll see how long we can keep this name. *crosses fingers*

sell him for a bag of beans... in hopes that a bean-stalk will emerge, and i can fight a giant! whoohoo!!!

sure... why not... could be fun have you ever wondered why it is that sometimes you always look like someone else that everyone has seen, and they get very disappointed when you're not who they thought you were?

even with him being in such a drunken stupor, being told that i was the center of his universe, and that he loves me.