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I think we should all just hook up into one huge DGN polyamorous couple. Lol. I kid, I kid, I joke. Sometimes just dealing with one guys is enough but with all these guys on here as much as I love you all.....nooooo. Lol.

I have a friend who stays on Michigan and Bagley so I might just drag her in there with me to try this delicious coffee yuo speak of. City Club or Necto on Factory Mondays?

Yeah I figured he's a player. I'm not sure he'd make the best boyfriend. But I think all I DO want is the physical connection. We all need it sometimes. And if I started developing feelings for him, I'd get out early before they were full blown. He never objected to being my boyfriend down the line but I'm not sure I'd even want hil to be now. I think if I know he's a player and I am only using him too for physical stuff and maybe just a casual friendship then I wouldn't be getting played. I'm not sure if I'll hang out with him or not tomorrow though, still. Idk.

I really wanna lose weight and always go on "diets" and try to work out...but my diets last a week at the most and my working out gets boring since I have no gym equipment and am too poor to join a gym. I always honestly forget about my diets and trying to eat healthy and just go to the store and grab a pop and candy or something or eat something I said I wasn't gonna eat or eat too much of something. And I always start a work out routine (if you can call it that) and then just forget about it one day and it's never to be seen again or just stop doing it cause it gets boring and there are only so many things you can do by yourself in your room with no work out equipment. I'm gonna try though. I REALLY wanna and probably need to lose some weight.

No. Whats in the bottom of your junk drawer?

Hello. From just walking around Detroit you wouldn't think it had a big active goth scene but dig a little deeper and it does.

wiL Franics

Depending on the severity of it and if I'm mad AND sad or just sad I will, call my friends and vent to them...ALL of them, write sometimes, scratch/cut myself (Yeah I'm one of THOSE), curl up in my bed and die for the rest of the day, walk around fuming, listen to music, punch my bed/pillow.

Interesting and I didn't even have to leave the computer. Romance or horror movie?

Well I'm not planning on having sex with him really although I'm sure he wants me to. I'd want my first time to be a little bit more special than this. I'm gonna TRY to wait until I at least have a serious boyfriend to have sex. With him itd; probably be just other physical stuff...nothing too extreme.

People tend to like to sueeze my butt since I have a black girls butt (I'm sure you all know what THAT means, yeah I'm mixed) I like to squeeze my pillow, my head when trying to not go crazy, my fat to scrutinize it, my baby doll I've had FOREVER, my friends and one specific friends boobies. They're nice. Lol.

I tried to make this as short as posible. Ok...so theres this guy that me and my 2 best friends met one day. He was with his friend too. He liked one of my best friends and was talking to her for a minute and his friend liked me and was talking to me. They both kissed us before we left and I gave the guy that liked me my number. My 3rd friend just went outside while the guys were talking to us. Sooo....fast forward to a couple of weeks ago and I run into him on the bus and he asks for my whole name so he can look me up on Facebook. He does and me, him and my other friend (that he wasn't interested in at first) agree to hang out with him. (My friend that he DID like at first didn't like him). So me and her are texting him the night before and he asks us both do we have boyfriends and he says that he likes us both and wants us both. We hang out with him and he kisses us both and stuff and I'm a little more aggressive than my friend and he's kissing me and all that and other stuff (nothing TOO much though). The next day I text him and I wanna figure out what he wants before we hang out again. Does he want a girlfriend, JUST sex, friends with benefits...what? I tell him he seems to want a friend with benefits type thing since he likes me AND my friend. He tells me thats kinda true but if we end up boyfriend and girlfriend later he would love it. A few more texts are exchanged and then he calls me and basically tells me we gotta talk and then tells me he just wants to be best frineds cause theres this girl that could become his girlfriend and she read the texts we were sending (cause the phone he uses is hers) and started crying cause she really likes him. So he tells me that we should be best friends cause he really likes her and we gotta stop texting. So I'm caught off guard but just say ok. So THEN he calls me last night and asks do I wanna hang out Friday. I'm just like woooow. I ask him about that girl and won't she kick his ass and TRY to kick mune if we hang out and he says no cause they decided no to be bf and gf unitl they get out of school and that now he can have me if he wants me. I say ok and agree to hang out but I KNOW things would get physical if we hang out. I ask my friend about it and she says it would be like I'm a slut cause he's just usuing me unitl this other girl decides to be his girlfriend. But now I know that he doesn't want a relationship and I'm cool with that. Although I DO wish he would have told us he had a potential girlfriend from the start. I know if I hang out with him it's just gonna be mostly physical and stuff. I told my friend I didn't mind now cause I know what he wants and I'm cool with not being his gf and yes it was wrong and it does kinda seem like he's just using me for physical reasons but idk. What should I do? I need opinions and answers. The thing is I want physical stuff (being 21 and a virgin is no fun) and now that I know how it is I'm ok...but would I be stupid for hanging out with him considering what he did?

I tend to like supernatural horror films that deal with hauntings, possession and stuff like that so the idea of something supernatural happening to me out of nowhere scares the bejeezus out of me. I also watch too many things on aliens and if something weird were to happen and the thought of aliens possibly coming to take over popped into my mind, I'd probably be scared out of my pants.

I haz one. I believe it's www.facebook.com/CristaHardge Message me and let me know you're from DGN if you add me cause I don't like to add just anybody on Facebook. Thats what my Myspace is for.

Ooooooooooh...neon green. Love that color. Coffee black or with sugar and cream?

William Control-"The Whipping Haus" and "Strangers" AND The Birthday Massacre-"Red Stars"

Hello. Going out or staying in?

You would HAVE to know how to walk in fetish shoes to get into those. I'm baffled as to how they even got their feet in some of those. The lips in the first group scaaaare me. I liked some of it though.

If you could have only seen my face when I read that. Lol. Hmmm...good question.

A few fave pics of me. Most recent to older.

Depends on what two things or people we're talking about. What would be your dream date?

"This is fun" Whats one of your pet peeves?

I would come but I look kinda plain and don't have any special talents.

Hey I think Raev is contemplating putting me up for auction. Lol.

Cable tv again.