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if you can find chocholate milk without corn syrup then get it right there and love it. you'll never know the meaning of life without it.

i feel like every time i get thirsty i have to look forever to find something without corn syrup. they banned corn syrup as a sweatener in alot of countries. i feel like i can taste it no matter what it's in. especially when i chase with it. from cola to crannberry juice it really is tough to avoid. i like to drink. scoth or cheap half gallons with a few friends in a basemeant watching a pistons game. i like the energy drinks without corn syrup like von dutch or lost water is great. with a multi vitamen to make a hangover go away.

i do appreciate the difference. i'm just saying depending on one thing like thinking"i'm a grappler" is not allways good. glad to see there is emphasis on other aspects as well. also you can't bend someones finger back if there aware of your attempts and are stronger then you. if you initiate contact and attempt a submission and fail then not only will you get trashed you'll look stupid when it happens and people will remember it for a long time. at least thats my personel experience. it's all situation based. the real trick is learning how to create a situation you know your prepared for. i'm just trying to help i mean no disrespect sir attack by draw

the foult of jujitsu: if your opponent is stronger then you then many moves have a large window of oppertunity for then to be countered or reversed. it might be so easy for them that all they have to do is stand still or simply crush part of you. jujitsu is a grapple style but if some one outweighs you even by as much as a few pounds then he doesn't need to be stronger then you if his center of gravity gets over yours you lose. it can be very difficult to squirm into a good submission from under some one as your stanima is drained by their weight. just be glad as you gasp for air that they don,t have a couple mor guy kicking you in the face why you lay under your opponent. trust me it sucks when that happens. to get better at jujitsu try to learn ways to limit that window of oppertunity for your opponent to counter. certian move can be hit at certian times you have to watch others to see what moves they could have done and missed. watch UFC you'll see so many inexperienced guys miss great oppertunities to apply submissions. but you think of all thats going through there mind at the time (thoughts or fists) and you think O.K. maybee i would have missed that oppertunity for an armbar to at that point. jujitsu is not like a striking style. everything is based on a reaction to a certian situation. should you not see that situation developing then you wont act. they hardest part about jujitsu is creating the situation you want so you can start to try to apply jujitsu. you have to get an arm or a wrist before you can apply pressur at the right angle. if there stonger then you then just grabbing there wrist can not help you. when that wrist doesn't bend you'll just start to panic. but if something else is happening and he needs that arm to support his weight but all the sudden its gone then he will start to panic for a second set up and control the reaction of a paniced opponent let him think hes pulling away as he bends the wrist for you let him focus on something else. he cannot be aware of your attempt till he feel pain or else you lose to a stronger opponent. most of the world could beat any jujitsu without training as long as there stronger then the practitioner and aware of your attempt. if your stronger then you they can overpower you with no knowledge of jujitsu despite your skill.

i have been taking thia kwon do for a few months now. i got a turney coming up the 16 in farmington so i rented mortal kombat deadly alliance to bruch up on some skills maybee see some new stuff to try. seems like it's all review. about jujitsu: i studied jujitsu on my own for along time many years. at the same time my little brother dedicated his time to weight lifting. if your opponent is stronger then you you will not bend him. he must be subtley tricked into a flawless submission. since it's so hard to apply these moves to someone stronger i had to learn more styles like akido judo and wrestling. it was tough to learn wrestling becouse the mindset of the wrestler is so radically different. jujitsu is a good base. when i started learning martial arts i started from the ground up as well. look at pro wrestling and you'll see so much jujitsu. then find what works for you and what does'nt. about chosing a style: what are you doing? it does'nt matter what style or rank. as long as your doing something active. i chose thai kwon do because it's 5 minutes from my house and i can afford it. sadly i'm the oldest student with the lowest rank but as long as i have a good time i'm happy. it's doesn't define you. it doesn't change who you are. just couse i spent 2 hours last week throwing high kicks doesn't mean i won't box my buddy tomarrow or SCA sword fight this week end. you spend a day practicing something then you did not waste that day away. doesn't matter were who or what they think style is only a restriction you can learn something new from anywere whenever you want. as long as your doing something it doesn't matter what you call it. although i must say people tend to try to feel they represent there arts form or tradition. they still are all individuals and all have there own ever changing variants. other then that push ups are push ups you'll feel good after class. exercise helps me on an emotional level somehow. sure theres lots of animosity before class(should i go or skip it) i never really want to go but if i don't i feel depressed. if i do go i can manage to feel happy for a long time afterclass usually till the next day. art is an escape

the godfather waltz or brainwashed by esham or the superman tchno beat

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i will be there expect the crowd to keep it hot orange tiger shirt? YESS!

i got lots of friends who resent that and ya'll for acting like your something else like your better. you can find value anywhere but not if you allways look the same way for it. many people many types. I can see using the tearms as adjutives to describe actions but not to segregate you from me. ya'll should chill on this one. don't hate a group of people because they are different especially if thats the group most likley to accept you. hate everyone equally :grin

hitler thought that about the jews.

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carefull were you put your faith it might get broken :fear and reality will be lost :fear in this time you make those judgements couse you have to understand some of whats real. remember to act with honor :fear I saw don't make important decissions while uppset on t.v. today to believe your safe can end up as much pain as you feel good when safe people are vicious when it comes to hearts man life huh

:fear the dude hooked it up with guiness in a cup so i could drop a huge shot of jack in it like a jager bomb plus It's allways a good fight playing him in tekken. one of the most fun times i ever had at cc was drunk ass tekken with marvin.

:fear yeah cool did we solve anything?

again my intentions are ill preceived :fear not ehhh....do a shot i guess thats weak i want " Whooooooooooo do a shot , yeah if you understand healthy drinking compared to lonley drinking I'm not saying drink a fith in the attic by yourself then kill yourself i'm saying get some wild folks with you turn the motley crue all the way up do 100 on the highway with the windows down and get fucked up on your way to the club quit talking about your feelings hang your head out the window and scream at trafic. sometimes you need a posative experience to get you to stop running over old track in your mind.whop whop get lose :fear I hope you get what i'm saying and I think troy might appreciate some one saying aw fU@k that chick dude do a shot it really aint nothing :fear

listen dude we agree on a lot i'm just not felt the way you think. your memory is what you think what you think is how you are controlled. what you do or did matters more then what you think. your memory changes so does everyones thats my point. IF YOU CHOSE NOT TO DECIDE YOU STILL HAVE MADE A CHOICE actions have reactions. thoughts and feelings do not. Don't worry about it thoughts and feelings allways change. Your decisions will allways exist. you cannot tell me that what happened five minutes ago did not exist because you think you don't remember it. see your thoughts have allready allowed you to be controlled by outside influence the pistons really lost. I don't mean to piss you off but if you don't remember me pissing you off it never happened. yeah right dude you shouldn't need to prove shit to yourself unless you question your own recollection. I try hard not to make concreate judgements but nobody's perfect some times you need that peice of mind exampl: OH this guy did that to me and he did this to my family and he's about to to do this, he's a peice of sh@t and I should protect myself based on reality. But i feel this way about him we go way back he said this because of that bla bla bla and the other thing. No look at what people do to judge them. I don't care who believes in what as long as what they do is not affecting my life adversly. Your wicka thats cool whatever you slash my tires cause i'm a suit and tie I don't care what god told you to do it I can't drive home now you see were reality becomes so important in decision making I do agree with you in alot of way's but then if you believe that then you agree with me in alot of way's and the only thing that matters in a conflict were both parties agree is what they do. Not that we agree or disagree :fear

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:fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear hay cool lets talk about feelings? whatever guy. do a shot in my unprofesional opinion pistons are winning how can i describe this? when you discover you value your own life more than you thought, then you begin to worry about things you never used to. for example: some guy never considred the other people involved in there life when making alot of decissions till he lost the love (trust and/or respect) of enough people to realive the value of it. Now that the value of it is established your life has focus. the more you care to be alive the more you care what happens next. your responsabilty of freindship that you have amassed Mr.Spiral is something that gives you a reason to worry about what happens next in this life.They care about how it would make them feel and you feel becouse your a community you represent all the people that care about you you follow me? you never noticed your self growing.Just today your older and life is new but the past.THE PAST Mr.spiral never changes.whats why you care so much about what happens next becouse it never goes away after it happens sorry I'm out of place and being rude seriously you should do a shot :fear

:fear I know what it's all about >I never lived there shacktown is a place were little kids obtain great power based on the size of the stick they carry.they run around in handme down daisy dukes with a mullet and no shirt ever. theres alot to worry about there. If you meet some strange shack ratts and you want an inside line let me know I might know em. I grew up in wayne went to wayne high and all that so I know about some shack town. The women in the shacks are much more dangerous than city c no amount of protection in the world will stop genital warts. learn about 40's of milluakee's best ice 2.oo out the door don't ever let any naihbors know that theres perscription pills in your home next week ten of them will know and 13 year old kids will rob you when your gone above all remember to apear as if part of the community around you to blend in and enjoy whats good about shacktown. being able to drink some 40's on your porch at night with some friends. westland police is the worst gestapo of racist pigs in the free world. they pride them selves on the amount of income they can exploit legaly from the population. much scarier then any vampire.They would never chase a rapist theres no money in that they want the familly of the shoplifter the easy m.i.ip.'s the parents money if your a part of the community then you have a common enimy with your naighbors you'll need that comfort of allies in the same sinking ship. good luck :fear

I was at this club one saturday and some troy guy gave me a business card. "Chek out my web site" "you seem like good people" "don't worry I'm not a fagg or anything" . So I'm a people person like Ed Bloom. I feel I'll die alone. I like the city club but I'm outa place there. still it's comfortable for me most of the time. I just got a new job selling advertising space for the jurnal My political aspirations are still moving foward. you know that hole campaign thing. I'm starting a new suit of armour tomarrow I got some friends in the S.C.A. I like to play rough A fighter not a lover I still live in wayne M.I. with my family I;m uasually poor as you could be I have an 11 foot carpet python My cat killed an owl a week ago. a thinking ambush killer that one is His name is smokey and he looks just like the cat on pet cemitary. If people had familiars like a fantasy novel he would have my back. I hate school or I'd bee a psychology student. I prefer to study emotions NO kids NO wife No girlfriend just the people of my community to give a hero a sense of purpose. My hobbies include breathing and reality many things I have knowledge of the way of the force like lifes a movie and sh** :fear

welcome to the game partner. 94 77 pistons I'm new myself oh snap they put darco in what do you love what have you sacrificed for it? was it gratifying