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Ah the good ol Irish whip. a highly underrated basic move. The origins of the Irish whip date back to the first olympic games. Who knows what they called it in Latin. The offending officer should be placed in a lumberjack match, with all of the females freinds and family as the lumberjacks. you shouldn't hit girls. he should have to prove his word in honorable combat before the eyes of god, who would defend her?

yea we don't realy have trafic law enforcement in FL. i mean it happens but it's unlikley. they usually only show up at real big accidents. no body uses turn signals, nobody stops for emergency vehicles. you would have to shoot at somebody to get pulled over, an even then you could probably tell the FL cop it was an accident and he'll let you go. It's hard to get used to. if it snowed one day here it would total 1 in 4 drivers as long as it kept snowing. When it rains it causes 1 out 25 to at least be in an accident here. There are people so stupid they walk out into trafic and get hit by a car like once or twice a month. they can't seem to figure out not to do it again and just star jogging with their head back and wake up in the hospital. lol i seen it.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIIi7HPeTl0 this is the sweet good stuff right here. keep it sweet all summer. just play it in your head, put your hands way up over your head (WHOOOOO) bob and weave. dodge back and put your hands up, let the crowd chear.....

http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DkAAtWG0-820&h=51f35 yeah I know somebody else thats tired of OHIO's bullshit. So just move to FL and all your wildest dreams will come true

its really not that bad down here yet. but maybee there will be flamable huricanes this season. been thinking alot of moving away from the golf back to michigain.

Anyone notice the corolation between anti dipresents and suicides. what about people who drink and take xanex developing domestic violence charges. a kid in my neighborhood was given an anti dipressent sample by a doctor and killed himself that weekend all drunk. he would be alive with out it. another guy started taking xanax and still drank. after a month or so he got real weird snap totally unprovoked black out beat up his girlfriend of 2 years. never happened before the xanax. Chris Benoit a drinker allways kept a level head never abusive, started taking xanax. after a month he lost it took out the whole family. They only found xanax and alcahol in his system not staroids. I have an uncle who never had a history of abuse till about a month and a half after he started taking xanax. It's psychotropic and in combination with alcahol over a period of time changes your brain chemistry slowly. meant to make anger and negative emotions managable. it is some times abused for recreation and is very common. reppressed anger builds behind the xanax and is amplified by alcahol till it spills out as soon as a relaxed state is acheived. a lack of inhabition will relax the mind releasing the emotion from what ever naturally checks it. like a body becomes dependent on artaficial growth hormone. the part of the brain that allows us to control our temper becomes dependent on the artificial mechanism that controls anger and can no longer do it indapendintly. I wonder what level of awareness doctors have of this, if they factor in drinking as a lifestyle when perscribing xanax. maybee it's just swept under the rug in lew of Profits. Has any one else noticed this pattern in their own experiences? I am no doctor myself but have in interest in the community health and in scientific method, so when i see a pattern like this i feel an awarenes should be raised. but i could be wrong in my theroy. please either confirm this pattern or dissmiss it. what have you seen these drugs do? I have seen people abuse nurontin for recreation and in one night they were changed forever. Nurontin in high doses is used to treat savere schizophrenia. they tried to give it to my brother who drinks like a fish and only has a balance problem from a head injury. he refused it cause it turned a guy to a permanant veggie right in front of him. I wonder what the doctors would have made from that?$

I think we should each eat 4 of them and drive streight to the hospital then sue.

It's hard to not kill yourself when you want to. How do you teach some one not to kill themselves especially a kid. To learn not to do things like kill yourself to escape reality. it comes down to learning wrong from right. it is wrong to kill your self. it is wrong to do what those kids did. it is wrong to look the other way. Sure you could make a case for accountability in this but thats not what keeps one from killing ones self. accountability has little to do with a good moral compass, A vital lesson missing is honor on a personel level. fear is the contoler in accaountability, the real lesson is simple and has been solved by societies mutch older then our own. the other kids rewarded each others behavior with inappropriate social gratification. those who act without honor should not be treated with respect. we must instill in our society the idea that we do what is right rather then doing whatever makes you happy. the kids bullied her to get the social gratification from their peers and the girl killed herself cause she thought it would be better for her. they acted in a way that reflects our society's idealogy. when it came time to make a tough choice they chose to do what they thought would lead to happiness instead of what was honorable or right. mostly withought even knowing to consider the options in that way. (not very klingon) very selfish and young our youthful society. it is hard to do what is right and it doesn't allways make you happy but you can judge your self worth by it. we don't teach that. how to apply it in making decisions, especially tough ones. it has no place in public edjucation. ethics and humanities should be required for the development of good charcature. how to make decisions do what is with honor be self sacraficing stand by it. listen to reason sometimes your wrong it's ok. how to deal with confrontation and keep calm in the face of danger. to realize fear is natural and it is ok. fear management. how to conduct yourself when emotions are to strong, and your judgement is clouded. they should allow martial arts to compliment the philosophy classes. a person with this mindset is much more powerfull then without these lessons being learned. chose to do what is honorable. accept fear and other powerful emotions but remain calm and think clearly. if you let an undiciplined mind wander, then the feelings in the heart will fill the mind with mad thoughts reflecting the emotional state. the lines of rational that come up are rediculous and unwarented in retrospect. just like a dream reflects your emotional state so will your undiciplined mind reflect how you feel into insane rational. why don't they teach this stuff to any kid going through puberty. it should be not just a job for the bible or spiderman comics to teach right and wrong it should be as mandatory as the pledge of alligence. it's probably more important then math.

OK thanks for all the help. She has been seeing a shrink for a while now. When she left cali and came back to detroit she found an excelecnt shrink. I just thought that a competative attitude was necessary for her to dominate. I am no professional of course. the idea of anorexia seems so foreign to me. She is in good hands though with the doctors she see's. I just want to coach her and motivate her. I would love to feed her half a steak some mashed potatoes, some key west pink shrimp, and maybee a shark steak with manderian orange sauce after a good weight session. Not a crazy session but comperable to her ability. 3 sets of ten at 60 pounds on a bench 3 sets of curls light weaight. lots of stretching before hand. just the tip of a regular rutine. do that a couple times a week and in 3 weeks the results will be a vast improvement on her health. even a lighter meal like half a steak and 2 glasses of whole milk optional salad and a little exercise, good night sleep. you can't try to do it all in one night or you'll burn out. it's more important to establish a regular routine then ever over due it. Any way it's out of my hands and apperently over my head. If some one needs to learn to eat or build mass i can help but if some one is anorexic thats not my feild. if the person wants my help with the other things i can help but the underlying mentall problem i must avoid trying to treat. I can help with the sports psych the never say die never quite attitude the thrill of competition and overcomeing you own limits, but what harm will that do to the anorexic mind? giving the will a dominate power with an irrational mind at the control could be very reckless. I have looked into the links provided and passed them along. I cant treat the underlying cause. I just hate to be helpless to do anything. Oh well she will live she is tough. she is a statistical anomaly only developing anorexia at the late age of 32 shortly after she moved away to Cali. most develope it in their teens. I know one thing. enviromental changes kills alot of plants. it affects a person more then thay realize.

I have some trouble, you see a good friend of mine is ill. She moved to California and fell in with the wrong crowd. Diet crazed calli chicks. her boss would cringe and be repulsed by the average person. her friends were obssesed with fat and the slightest sight of it or the thought of it would cause a series of social outburst. they would go for days without eating and suffer from dementia as a result. but this would be considered normal behavior if enough people in a group acted as such. So poor kelly was allways skinny and hot to begin with. she and all her family have an extreame metabolic rate making it impossable to gain weight. once she slipped below a hundred pounds and her mood swings became out of control she was forced to move back to michigain. she has broken up with her boyfriend who is still in Calli. her challange is mental. she had to get away from that crowd. Now she is danger of death. She faints from standing, her blood preasure is dangerously low. they say her heart is becoming atrophied. I myself am part of an unspocken sub culture of competative eating. I have trained extensivly in endurance eating. I have competed many times. I have many friends in the feild of competative eating. Dwayne i met here in florida. from a different school he can eat any quantity in 5 minutes trained for speed. So i talk to Kelly and start to explain some of the training regiments common to beginers. How to set a limit and push past it. how to judge were your at and how to train to progress. It all comes down to mental dicipline. The shrink says all of anorexia is mental. and we know from compatition how to have the eye of the tiger. I'm gonna get kelly a team usa headband and were going to take her to some competitions. I think I'll start her out with a large salad then when she thinks it's over present her with a challange witch is customary. a challange would be a large breadstick or half a snickers. something like that appropriate for her level. the point of it is to break it down mentally, to see your limit and surpass it. I would talk her through it at first. it also stretches the stomach witch build endurence. Once she understands the spirit of competition and embraces it she will develope a drive to overcome her advisaries at the table and will conquer her own personal demons. I believe truly that the world of competative eating has alot of hope to offer to those with eating disorder. You gain a certian mastery over your own body a sort of mental conditioning that gives you dicipline. I also lift weight to and have helped a few people to gain mass. morris went from 110 to 160 My friend Guy went from 120 to 180 at his highest point. all muscle friends. So Kelly is in michigain and since i am in florida i am powerless to help her and to train her. her family is gravley concerned for her as am I. It pains me greatly to have so much knowledge and experience to help her but be so far away while she suffers. She often complains that no one around her knows how to cook worth a damm and i tell her about the 14 inch high plate of polish sausages and the 3 different kinds of hand made perogi,s that grandma made for brunch yesterday. with Kelly's life hanging in the balance literally i am at a loss for words. I will bring the subject of anorexia up next i meet with Dwayne or other competative eaters. It's purly a mental disorder and with proper training could easily be overcome. you could see why it affects me so mutch emotionally on a personell level. Any advice would be muthc appreciated. If you struggle with anorexia how did you treat it? how do you overcome it? also if you dabble in competative eating I'm sure any tips or trick would be benaficial here.

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during a telephone interview for a 35,000 salary job my brother started throwing up in the backround and they hung up on me repulsed.

I watch angel like every morning. they air two episodes between 6 and 8 am on weekdays on tnt. I realy think wesley would be a mutch better james bond then danial craig. cordilia died this morning.......... I hate that episode. I really like every charchature on that show. I would love to get drunk with lorne and make fun of angel. pick on him and call him a geriatric Fuck. damm dusty balls get over it anciant ass old bastard. I would point out all the progress of man over time and belittle him with his age. but it would all be good fun and there would be a mutual respect it would add a lightness to the gloom. get that 4000 year old prick some viagra and tell him to lighten up (push him real hard and laugh). spike would love me bro it would be funny. I don't like old buffy when she shows up rubbing riley in his face and being mean. and how at the end the slayers just leave team angel hanging in the wind thats bullshit. i like wes when he brought in faith but stealling the kid was over the line. lornes family is pretty funny. i could see kidnapping lornes brother to L.A. just to do some family mediation. I like the grusalog he's the shit. I could see a spin off with the grusalag chasing angels son connor across several different dimensions. that would be a cool series. I didn't see much firefly but i love serenity. If i recall correct. the actress who plays jasmin in angel is also in serenity. I could see hanging out alot with the psychic chick. she needs a good karate teacher. to learn social skill and other coping skill and how to battle other psychics. like a master splinter or aahhzz. i could work with her it's ok she can read my mind i got dicipline and she would do well with decent apprenticeship. I would have to get it into her head that when her time comes she would be in my shoes having to train her own apprentice and she would have to learn to teach and be patient and a sense of humor in horrable danger. I have an active imagination is all.

I just like it cause it screws with the insurance componies. I have been without healthcare for ten years. I've been stabbed cut open set on fire hit by cars bit by a small shark almost blew my hand off. I had bird flu or something, black mold in my lungs and all that. I experienced the worst racial discrimination in my life when i tried to go to the dept of health. I have been so sick i lost 60 ponds in two weeks fevers shaking vomiting halucinating heart skipping beats. I can tell you all the scripts i need I need abuteral I need the salution for the nebulizer i need nexium for my constant heartburn. i need microsurgery on my left paw. i have a broken knuckle in my right index finger. i have crazy emotional imbalance and sleep only every three days with wild nightmares. I went to the doctor once on 06 for internal parasite called gaglionemia you can only get from drinking out of the nile river. I was in a car wreck in 01 in the parking lot of a hospital and the ambulence ride was 500 bucks. screw that. I can't see much harm coming from this bill. I would even compare it to the idea of national parks. like the grand canyon of our day. so controversial in the moment but future generations would never question it. like when child labor laws came about. or women voting.

You Are Cinnamon Rolls You are kind hearted and even a little bit shy. You appreciate home comforts more than the average person. You are hard to get to know at first, but once someone gets to know you, they can really appreciate your subtle charm. Your friends can always count on your wit and wisdom. You may not say a lot, but what you have to say matters. You are sweet because you are sensitive. You tread lightly and do your best not to ever hurt anyone.

wood elves. what assholes. Last time i got some shrooms me and my by got in a fight with a tree. it kept kreeking at me whenever i turned around so i called it out : why you creeking an shit when i turn around bro: holding my hand out. then morris is like : get off my boy: and cracks it with a broom. the tree starts creeking an shit so we throw it a beat down. i threw a tire iron at it like a knife and pourd some motor oil on it. :yeah Fu%$ you tree!: doing spin moves an shit. after that there was now turning your back on any nature it was a war. So smash those asswhole woodelves teach nature not to be creeking on you an shit.

famous ninjas. the shredder . the shadow boss. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7T5kSTlS6E thats a long clip you gotta look for the shadow boss in it. batman http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsO2rAYs-oc . leyoto machida don the dragon wilson has like a 700 win record in kickboxing ok thats alot for now. just kill some pirates. sting

I would like to call out to my fellow ninjas. your either a pirate or a ninja. well i am ninja. and there are to many F ing pirates here in tampa bay. let me now if your with me so we can mount up an ride on theese fools. pirates suck dude. go team ninja. all us who reside in shadows can join the ninja cause. go kill pirates today. keep an eye out for em. down in bucaneer country were i am i did my ninja part attacking moral. elimanating john gruden and causing the bucs team a heavy toll. during the yearly pirate march called gasperilla, me and fellow ninjas caused a rain storm. now during the best pirate season i have caused a freezing cold to grind all pirate activity to a near halt. but there ranks are thick and i need fresh ninja to attack them at there weakest point. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IK8SsHV3yLs. this right here we need more of this yeah fu$%ing pirate get you some.

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I feel sobriety and clearity is good. and i respect the religous crap in aa for all the help and good its done for so many people. A problem is a problem if you gotta change your life then do it. its hard. get help if you need it sure. test yourself. treat it like a problem. see if you can go without just to see.i don't hold it against anybody. of course being a conisour of spirits, runing bear pong leauges, just being who i am i spend alot of time around it. i see alot of lives in ruin over alchahol. I would just like to say i am proud of anybody who does whats hard and does whats right not just whatever makes you happy. it's tough. i've seen people learn alot of lessons the hard way. It's when you ignore those lessons things get bad and you need a little help. it's destructive. it's important to think of what your doing to or for the people around you. there is a time and place for partying, some times some people are responsable enough to know what there limits are. if you can't then don't. now problem i understand. In aa they were fanatical when i went, i went as a conisour not out of any reason but to observe to gain knowledge. I was respectful and quit. but the guy with the waist long beard in a vinyl one peice jump suit with a zipper from the neck to his ankle, who looked like charley manson was nuts. he was holding a candle. they had a back room behind a bead curtian. it had several people holding candles sitting cross legged in a cirlce why the vinyl manson marched around the circle talking about the sword of the lord cuts deep and rivers of blood. he was in peoples face spitting through his teath as he yelled. the circle of zelots rocked back and forth with there eyes closed holding candles. they asked me to join and i declined. there were a few legit alchaholics who were there for help but not many. I couldn't believe some one could be court ordered to join that circle of prayer for a dui or getting caught under age. what about seperation of church and state. alot of the leaders of that group met 3 times a week and hadn't drank in 30 years. I'm smart enough to know that not all aa groups are manson type cults and th religous aspect through the power of belief can and has helped many who need that help, need something to believe...(there is no spoon). I really love and study alchahol. I rage and party. but i know not everybody is in for all that. I mess up and have messed up myself. I take weeks or months off without drinking but i have a respectful passion for spirits. chartruse is the only color nammed after a liquor. chartruse is only made by a particular set of monks in europe and has been made by them for hundreds of years. if I abuse alchahol to much i will never be cappable of appreciating stuff like that again. so i am carefull not to disrupt my passion by abuse or bad alchaholism. i try hard to keep myself healthy enough to appreciate things. but keep up the good work and do what is necessary i have a great deal of respect for those who take the tough step of seeking help and defeat the problem and i'm sorry if i offend you.

I made this in media production. I argued my way to a c- . theres a grade on the back. i actually turned it in. it's from high school it's like over 10 years old.

you know what else works take a pill of some kind a soma or vicodin and drink a 5th of goldshlager in a hot tube. the gold flakes cut the stomach lining so you process the thing quicker, oh don't die though. a bottle of wine like a white marlot and a muscle relaxer goes good in a hot tub with some women. snow falling big milky white things floating in the hut tub. allways a good time. don't make it a habbit though you have to be mentally preparred. a good bar drink to impress the avid local drinkers is a glass of guiness on draft, drop a shot of well wiskey in it and slam the whole thing at once like a yeager bomb. you have to be mentaly tough for this one and control your breathing. the wiskey adds a balance of sweetness to the guiness. as the guiness setles in your stomach your buzz retro activly settles in. it's like a 10 $ drink. pound down three of those in an hour or so and your good for the night. well have fun challenging yourselves and let me know what you recommend. I should let you know that I'm partially deaf and as a result my result my other senses compensate like my sense of taste. and for that alot of home brewers look to my sensative pallet and years of experience for critisim and advice.