StrayBullet42

Thanks for the reply, it is a little funny that you don't put stock in the zodiac but can be used as an example that it is accurate.

Well its not having a slut girlfriend would make me happy, you have a good point, but they cant all be slutty right? Thank you sir for the advice, I may be looking at things wrong and I know this because I realize I am not myself after what I experienced. At least not yet. Also if you are suggesting that I get into a platonic just friends relationship and with subtile actions turn it into something else, I would think that trying to get yourself out of the "friend zone" would be harder than starting the relationship as you want it than just being friends. As for me, I have all the female friends that I need. LOL, even DGN itself is all the platonic relationships with women that I need and you know how much I post

Good advice, not like I haven't been trying that for the past fourteen years So is it generally true that pics women are usually into paganism and that they don't really go for the big muscular men or the rich ones? I cant quote ware I got that information atm but if that's not true than that explains why my old F buddy is gone but if it is true than I have been wasting my time on women that would naturally shoot me down as I am not rich and weigh under 150 lbs, nor am I funny and outgoing. Now if that is true than I should be able to find that special someone a lot quicker if I have found some commonality in women that have some innate ability to see past my flaws and give me what I need. Before I met this girl I really did not think that astrology really had much reality in it as people are mostly who they are because of the things that they have gone through and the family that they were borne into, genetics along with nature and nurture. I understand that. I don't know, I guess I just got all worked up with the great sex and feeling that I FINALLY found the perfect woman who felt the same as I did, that when it just walked away without even saying goodbye I was devastated. For once in my life I actually feel like I should just give up. Especially when I look at the high chance that any Pices woman would just be gone without warning. Honestly, I'm going to go out and have a great extended weekend and by Wednesday of next week I will be fine.

Ok so I just had the most intense relationship that I have ever had, unfortunately it was also the shortest. I should have lessened as even her friends told me that she was a slut that had a different man each week, but I wanted to have fun anyway. Now as I was looking into astrology between her sign and mine (Capricorn) and have seen how accurate the reading was, I now truly believe in it and know that I really want that physical/spiritual relationship that I had a taste for. I just hope that I find one that does not have the baggage of running away when they feel that they have gotten to close. Sorry for using DGN as a personals add but if I have the chance to truly be happy than why not

Its super Skyler Than he starts rocking out to some Dazing.

Finally one I can watch, thanks Vampoholic

I am and by my own choice, surprisingly enough. I learned a lot about myself recently, I’m a good man that has been threw a lot and unfortunately that has made me quick to not trust someone the second things do not seem right to me. Than one thing leads to another and people get hurt, including myself. I know that the first thing I need to do is fix my life before I can even worry about a relationship and I know that I will not be finished with that until sometime next year, than I will need to make a conscious effort to not mistrust the woman I am with. Perhaps a time as friends before lovers will assist me in this. Well it’s going to be a lonely 6-9 months but hell, that’s life and I know that in the end it will be worth it. Has anyone on the board been cheated and been through so much that they have also experienced the ability to lose trust at the drop of a hat, yet been able to find themselves in a good relationship in the end?

Like I have a lot of puzzle pieces from different puzzles, all stacked in front of me. I know I can put them all together but it is going to take a lot of time.

You guys have got to see "The Hunger" (1983) Even without Bauhaus singing "Bela Lugosi's Dead", it is one of the best Vampire movies ever, in my opinion anyway lol. If anyone has seen it, I would love to talk about the ending with you.

OMG that was great I don't remember that being in one of their movies, Where did you find it?

THAT WAS KICK ASS But I so wanted to watch the church burn all the way down and then have the glass table SHATTER that would have been sweet. Thanks, I needed that.

Looks like I can go, for a day at least. What day looks to be the most exiting?