Isolated. Like my lack of sleep (even for me) is causing my brain to freak out. Obsessing over Domestic Abuse issues, the ecom website and worrying that people don't realize much I appreciate them is getting me more and more frazzled. Scared that my $1000+ 1000 hour+ time/energy investment that is starting to show a tiny bit of light finally will have to stop due to money or health or both.... gah. Wah wah boo hoo suck it up.