confession of a cutter

[vampgirl21]

I site here alone and the blade of my razer cuts deeper into myself

like life has already done

1,2,3,4 thin deep cuts

show the pain of heart as the blood runs down skin

like a rive that flows to nowere

my world is racked i chaos and sadness but

i can't show it

no i can't let the mask of my life fall just so it can be riped apart more

so i site and let the razer scream out my pain

the needleds push into my skin as sadness and betrail have been pushed into my heart

one bloody river, then two, more and more the flow together

as i can't show my inword pain i let my mutalated skin tell my story

maybe oneday i'll have the nerve to end my own suffering

but for now i sit here alone with my razer

1 cut, 2 cuts, 3 as the blood flow starts again

like rivers that flow to nowere

this is a confession of a cutter

[Brenda Starrr]

Wow, hon. Is this your own personal experience? I ask this because not everyone talks about themselves or their feelings through poetry. I know that I do, but I wanted to ask.

[vampgirl21]

Wow, hon. Is this your own personal experience? I ask this because not everyone talks about themselves or their feelings through poetry. I know that I do, but I wanted to ask.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

yes, this is from my own experience. i just had to get it down before it left my mind. and any questions u have feel free to ask. :grin

[Guest Megalicious]

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[vampgirl21]

thanx for the invite and i'll be sure to take u up on it some time. :grin

i don't do it much only when i'm really down and as of late i have been but,

i'll make it i always do ...... well most of the time. anyway thanx

[Brenda Starrr]

thanx for the invite and i'll be sure to take u up on it some time. :grin

i don't do it much only when i'm really down and as of late i have been but,

i'll make it i always do  ...... well most of the time. anyway thanx

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

I've never been a cutter, but I had a girl who was as an employee of mine. All I can offer is an ear if you should ever need it.

[vampgirl21]

thanx :blushing i really mean it.

[Homicidalheathen]

I don't see my bloodletting as a bad thing these days and do it sparingly....in a controlled environment....

It has allot to do with where your coming from....how you do it.....how often....I go to fetish shows for the needles and did public bloodletting for the first time...it was awesome....I was very on a natural high.