I get the feeling I'm not going to get much sleep tonight.
One of my Feral Furs, Kiki, started giving birth to 5 kittens around 4pm yesterday afternoon and I made her and her kittens a double cardboard box hideaway so she only has to guard the one open slotted side from any of the males or other critters looking for food. Fortunately the sides of the lower box are just high enough to hide her and her babies inside and the cover box will allow her to venture out if needed while keeping the babies concealed.
I also moved all of the food off the back porch so as not to tempt fate. But I'll be checking on them ever so often to ensure all is well.
Heartache, addiction, self harm, my own narcissistic traits... I'm working on ADHD, but I feel like that's a storm that's going to be there (I just need to harness it)