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See my last two posts. :mad:

Someone needs to do the world a favour, and sit on a bomb, or walk out into traffic.

Why is it that the people who are the worst wastes of space aren't suicidal?

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This friend of mine who I clearly stated to that I am not looking for a relationship or dating and just friendships becomes jealous and psycho. I didn't sleep with her nor do I ever sleep around. I have to be in a relationship for that, it goes, friendship, dating, relationship, engaged, marrage in my book. I've had enough bad experiences and heart pache from not getting to know someone really well first. Well she begins flipping out and getting pissed off because I was talking to other girls, well of course I talk to other girls I connect better with women. Most of my friends are girls, I clearly stated that. Yet most of her friends are guys but its ok for her? See thats whats going to make it really difficult for her to have a happy trusting relationship if she simply doesn't listen to someone. But anyways, see she was assuming I was trying to hook up with them which of course I wasn't. Its so stupid and childish. Apparently I have to live life like a hermit monk in order for her to be please. I would never live like that. I'm a lonely person I'll admit it, I go out to socialize and make friends, plain and simple. Its entirely selfish and I NEVER agreed that to fall fast and like her like that. Well aparently me being nice gave her the wrong impression, I'm sorry I'm just a caring, honest, and friendly person. But to her that means that I'm in love with her. Well I get bitched out and chewed out by her, her mom, and brother for apparently breaking her heart. I mean what the hell? Plus her family is really religious and psycho yet don't exactly live by their doctrine. They said "Me not being Christian" means I will automatically go to hell. I made a point though, what about all the people who claim to be a religion but don't practice what they preach and are terrible people? Won't they end up in hell to? Its just so stupid and irritating. It really hurt my feelings to, she claimed to care about me as a friend but all she wanted was me to be alone and to wait for when I could fall in love with her, she was so eager about falling in love with me that it ended up ruining our friendship. It wasn't going to happen and I knew any possibility of us ever dating would have been out of the question after I got to knew her better. The first time I fell in deeply in love with someone the person's family didn't like me because of the way I dressed, the music I listened to, not being a christian, and aparently twisted things around saying that I was a bad influence when in reality it was her chick friend who was a drunk and druggy. Well back then her parents forced us apart (this was back in highschool) and put a restraining order until she was 18. Honestly I really did love her and wanted to marry her and would have if we weren't forced to not communicate and drift apart. But anyways, this crazy girl wasn't my type and I realized that while we were talking as just friends. I'm not really actively seeking anyone. I mean it would be nice to have a sweetheart in my life to be sweet back to, but oh well. Having friends is more important and makes a better foundation.

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