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Thanks. (The sites acting a lil funny when I try to quote someone) but Im glad the slow seasons over. I flew out twice in December to do a days work each time, uhhg. But hoping it'll be a busy year now since im below poverty conditions now and have a little girl due in June. Beginning of a wild year here.

About to go to Iowa for 4 weeks to work on store remodels.

Feel like I've been ran through a wood chipper or a meat grinder... or maybe both.

Found out I'm having a girl... can't think of any girl names. Had a boy name picked out already, scrap that idea and start over from scratch now. Oh well.

What was I thinking?!

About to drive to Columbus Port International Airport and fly my broke ass to Houston, TX.

Packing a mobile arsenal of tools into my suitcase.

I think I'm developing a gaming addiction playing Rick and Morty "Pocket Mortys" on my phone, lol.

!yorT yadhtriB yppaH

About to drive to the nearest store listening to Lynard Skynard, then buy cigarettes with a pile of nickels and quarters.

Yes, all of them. Pepsi or Coke?

Cigarettes.

Charging up my 4 year old '"step-daughter's" glow in the dark temporary tattoos using a powerful UV flashlight to make them super bright.

Thanks. Hi to you too. And hi to everybody else. It is a gloomy start to the year so far. The roughest start to a year that I ever saw. Hopefully thats just a sign of better times ahead.

Wow, this place looks different. Did it get remodeled?

Being awake at 2:00am waiting to leave for work at 6:30am like every other day. Stupid brain won't let me sleep out on the road.

Feel sore as heck. Shouldn't be back working yet.

Sitting stuck in Florida with no money and healing broken ribs, working another damn job.

Travelling construction work has finally forced me into listening to country music, and it's grown on me. I'm not sure wtf I am now, it's culturally confusing.

I'm in Florida working. I hate working in Florida.

I gotta go work in florida with my broken ribs. Wooooo!

Jeeze life is weird and yet somehow promising despite all the ruin.

Things are going surprisingly well given all the times I got stabbed in the back by different people throughout February. Positive attitude makes a lot of difference I reckon.

I feel pretty good today. All those years that karma had forgotten me are turning around. It's a rare instance for positive things to happen in my life.

I think I'm totally fine with the knowledge that she lied for years and didn't love me at all. Even though I poured everything I had to give into the relationship only to find in the end that each time she broke up and begged me back was only to use me and get a free source of money. Knowing what I know now at least allows me to not be filled with so much a depressing sense of loss. It's still depressing and it's still loss but I know I will never return there. I know I was stabbed in the back again. It must be better this way and one day I'll find a reason to live again I guess. It is what it is.