Riku Namako

eh.....this has not been my life....

unloved, lonely and sore

deciding wether or not to wear white tonight....

drained.

perhaps one of the biggest sweethearts I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

o.O;; >.>;; hm.... the force is strong with this one.

nostalgic

sketching.

In this serenity - Mayumi Gojo Shimmering so bright Guiding light, divine Flow along the sea Of fading stardust Reminisce the touch Over the hands you still clutch We’ll belong lost in the past Left to emancipate We pray among the clouds In the pitch blackness of night Our voices ascend to the stars There’s will to overcome Though we stumble and fall In this serenity Eternity We ask the starry sky The reason to keep on our cruise Why we suffer and Struggle ’til end Though the darkness may prevail Alighted heart shall avail In this serenty Eternally ... It reminds me of happier times, mostly of someone I really cared about who isn't here any longer.

+tax

I've got almost nothing left. and if I push myself any more than what I have been, I don't know if my body can take it.

depends. if I'm staring at someone I'm attracted to, and our eyes meet, I get shy and look away like a lost child. if its a staring contest, guaranteed, I'll lose, I end up laughing when nothing is funny, I'm too self concious and think that i probably look retarded....

French! +tax happy b-day!

>.< just have a look: French +tax now that your eyes are bleeding thoroughly, here's a little something to take the edge off

as odd as it is, sometimes I find comfort in going out for dinner alone. I remember some of the bad things that have happened in previous relationships and realize that in the end, I'm kinda glad that a lot of them have ended. feeling lonely is a major drag at times I know, but in the end, the only person you live with your whole life is you. when something comes along though, I'm sure you'll find the comfort you deserve, and you'll be ok.

+tax

must not be a gemini, must have thier own transportation, and I won't touch black girls (yep, I said it), or any girl who has rotten teeth, or outweighs me by 50lbs. lol, I'm sure I've been much pickier than this. oh well.

time for me to dip into my bag of archives on this one. some of the gang from naruto cloud strife as he appeared in kingdom hearts casandra from soul calibur I got tons more, I'll post later

Can still see the light, by Fumie Kumatani Wish for peace Wish for dreams. Wish for love.... you are gone, without saying goodbye.... Starry sky...I can still see the light you saved, and I think of you tonight. Soon, the dawn will come again, what have I got, what has it cost me? I can feel you are near...within me, outer space, here and there. Tell me please, how much we have to bleed when we'll get the land of dreams after lonely bitter days.... Now I can still see the light you saved, and I think of you tonight. Soon, the dawn will come again, but what have I got, what has it cost me? Why can I still see the light you saved, though you are now out of sight? Soon, the dawn will come again, but what have I got, what has it cost me?

Lowered expectations~...............

>_<; french..... roflmao