Rayne

Wanting to go to Meg's and eat Jarod's cake. :D ... and talking to Phee about the Motrin vs. Tylenol debate.

.... LoL, I'll sing Happy Birthday to him while I eat some. I think we all deserve ice cream cake for Jarod's birthday.

Screw this. *gets in car and heads to Meg's*

I can make it to Meg's in 10 minutes or less. I'll save you some Brenda.

Me either .... as the time grows nearer.

I have a headache. My 9 year old has a doctor's appointment on Friday. I am *trying* to work something out so my other kids don't miss their holiday parties ... but of course, the 9 year old had to tell them in the car they are missing them. OMG, the headache I have now.

Still waiting for my doctor to call me back ........ *annoyed*

Oh. Whoops. I better eat something before dinner rolls around and I'm all like ... "Why in the world is my blood sugar so low???? Oh yeah, I didn't eat lunch."

Annoyed I don't have enough chicken for dinner ... so I have to stop and get some on the way home from picking the kids up from school.

You know ... there's something to be said about that. Look at Phee and I.

I have no words to express how I feel right now.

Watching it snow more, thinking about contacting a cousin who works at a police station nearby (my son needs to visit a police station to get his badge for boy scouts and he missed when the whole group did it).

Annoyed that my neighbours don't make it very easy for me to get in and out of my driveway in the snow. They park RIGHT up on my driveway, making it even harder to get the van in and out ... but the Mazda's too.

Tired and sniffly.

Like whatever my girls had in their room (I think lotion), I'm allergic to and it keeps setting off my asthma. I'm annoyed that one of my girls absolutely refuses to sleep, then comes out of her room demanding impossible things. But I am very glad Phee is doing good and has a bit more mobility with the cast on now. And I'm glad he gets one more day off of work before he goes back to a kabillion hours a week. I am tired. Very tired. It has been one hell of a week or two.

So tired. Want to sleep but for some reason I keep waking up. My alarm went off at 0230 for Phee's meds and I haven't been able to go back to sleep. It will go off again at 0630.

Sleepy.

We texted each other yesterday.

Happy that I just woke Phee up and he can move his toes - which means no permanent damage! He hasn't started hurting yet though. But we started the pain meds now that he can move again.

Like after the way eventful day that started at 4 am .... It is time to sleep! Yay! As of right now, Phee is slowly regaining feeling in his foot/ leg. No pain yet, but I fully expect him to call me during the night to start his every 4 hours pain regimne. So now, I sleep.

The worry is still wearing off from the extra time it took to stablize Phee's breathing after his surgery when he was still on the breathing tube ... but I think they were right in assuming it was from the pain. As soon as he got the nerve block, his breathing stablized and I was allowed to see him. I need to fill Phee's other scripts, go get gas in my car, clean my house and cook dinner. At least it's just me, him and the dogs tonight.

Phee is in surgery. They are not sure if he will be home tonight or tomorrow. We will have to wait and see. I'm eating. I have been up since 4 am. I'm starving, and drinking Mt. Dew at 8 am. There are worse things, I suppose.

E-mailing with the ex about visitation this Christmas. *Ick* Trying to get my kids in gear so we can leave here soon, go get Phee from work and take them where they all need to go so I can take Phee to his surgery in the morning and get that ankle on the way to recovery.

Pissed off that something was wrong with my grant and I can't pick up my books until tomorrow. I'm just a little busy for the next FEW WEEKS!!!! Hence why I tried to straighten this all out and finish it TODAY!!!

About to go pick up my $470 worth of textbooks for Winter Term. Thankfully most of that is covered by financial aid.