Queen of Foxes

My leggings are bringing me joy. Moths, bees, stars, open hands, and animal skulls, with mushrooms. Yep. They are all me. I feel like I'm wearing something I've had since I've been a child. Found on Etsy. 

On 12/30/2023 at 9:15 AM, know_buddy_kares said:

Seems in a way we're on the same type of path into 2024. I seen that you've gone through some horrible shit too, and entering 2024 as strong as you can. Keep going, you're not alone in facing this new year as bravely as you can.

I appreciate it. I am keeping my therapy appointments and everything coming. They are helping. At least one of us in this house cares about mental health. 

Thriving. Embracing myself. Ready for 2024.

On 12/27/2023 at 2:09 PM, Scary Guy said:

 

I got to do their backing monitors and DJ when they played at I-Rock about 15ish years ago for a Hellbound party.  Good times for sure.

Oooh nice 

Ope there it is

Do some Zbrush fun 🍍🚀

I need to be extra for a few minutes while I listen to Genitorturers - Flesh is the Law. 

Make carrot bread, if I can get up and feel something. Tired of, everything... Just got back from a week stay after a suicide attempt. Idk. I just am tired. So tired. Still.. 

On 11/30/2023 at 3:31 AM, Scary Guy said:

 

https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/clever-girl

 

Though that's more about the Velociraptor rather than Dilophosaurus (that is closer to your... scalesona?) which kills Newman... I mean Dennis Nerdy.
 

 

That's the beauty about characters, you can have a golden retriever fursona, but it can be purple. Same with my Lizard Person Persona. I need to sit down and draw her up. 

4 hours ago, Scary Guy said:

 

You have to fill in my autistic ass, I can't read things without words xD

I feel like my normal lizard person self. Photo evidence of lizard person displaying what my daily life is like. I am happy. I all the sudden see danger, so I get bigger, I hiss, and then I chase them. Just the day in the life of being a lizard person 😞

Artist is unknown. I'll have my own persona soon. This is just a reference. 

Hanging in there. Really would like to jump in front of a semi though. Really considering it. 

On 10/2/2023 at 2:29 AM, Scary Guy said:

 

It was a promotional image for my Eagle Father and his necklaces he makes. He uses the images I take in his Native American pieces. I also do have a huge photography collection. I hope to sell nature photography alongside my art someday. I grew up in an all photographer family. The camera is very normal to me. It's in every angle of my life. 

The vacation I took with my dad, we both were taking pictures of everything, each other, the both of us, and ourselves. We are just camera confident individuals 💚 

Working my tail off building a spaceship scene... Insert external scream. 

Hung out with the Manager of where I live and his girlfriend for the new Spider verse movie. Pretty chill night... Wishing I had someone for myself to cuddle right now... Feeling that part of the break up now... I'm such an alien... The last of my species... 

Just woke up. Getting the laundry in, dog bed cleaned, and finishing my blocking out this week. 

@n0Mad texting me 🖤

On 8/30/2023 at 2:19 AM, Scary Guy said:

 

Shit I was so close too.  Wires in my mind got crossed and I thought it was Catwoman.  You'd think with all the DC media I've seen I'd have gotten that right.

 

Anyway those aren't exact, but exact probably wouldn't be as effective.  Having to look up or down is quite a pain when your vertical field of vision is restricted.   About the only good thing with contacts is you don't need to worry about that, but you lose the look and have to actually put them in your eye without poking yourself in it and hopefully they don't get lost in the lid etc...  Still bionic contacts powered by the salt in them sound cool too, but I think I'll stick to smart glasses (if those ever come back again.)  Speaking of comics there's only one pair of smart glasses that I'd really want, and good luck getting custom lenses:

 

Also I'd want one way colors on them because I'm sure the anaglyphic colors would eventually screw up the rods or cones or whatever the hell it is that makes you see color (pretty sure it's the cones.)

 

I also thought this was neat, until you fall on your face or walk into something.  But ooh, magnets (never mind that ugly lens shape):

Wow. That would be awesome for a photoshoot! 

Zoom meeting. Getting a 3D scene built in Autodesk Maya 2020. Kicking Butt today. Life is FINALLY where it should be after months of Chaos cultivating my life for better and stronger days 💚🍄

Fucking. Horny. I want to be ate out and I literally have no god damn way because I'm demisexual and hooking up isn't my thing unless I'm really mentally connected to the person. And just because I click with someone to doesn't mean I'm attracted. I rather friendzone a lot of times. So it's kind of against me. Idk how I went sex years with straight sex, without foreplay or being ate out.... Just stick in and go... 

I'm happily staying Independent until I find someone who actually frickin gets it. 

Old age, over 100, around friends who became my family and plants, with a dog. In nature, warmth of the Summer/spring, a bed out in the woods of my hidden country property. Then buried either in one of those fungus coffins or tree pod coffins. 

Belts, boots, and chains. 

Both mine always have been bad. I went from not needing it, to, holy crap there are waterfalls and stench coming out of my top torso crotches. 

Both are terrible if I forget deodorant. I sometimes have to wash myself half way through the day depending on stuff. 

Sandra Bullock 

1 hour ago, gwen said:

better than

'settling'

for someone that hits on 12 yr Olds n pops women in the head with beer bottles!

I have no energy to Fuck Around and Find Out anymore. If I notice someone who happens to be what I want, okay, if not. I'll just eat my chocolate in my house full of plants and whatever animal I have at the time.