deadcoldgothgirl

This being single thing never seems to get easy. I keep getting bad news about the ex.

I'm thinking I have been away from this place for far too long.

I think I need a hug and another drink cuz no one loves me..

I am now currently single and drunk. My bf broke up with me. Yay. No one loves me. Go figure.

I feel like there is never enough time in the day. I'm always running and trying to scarf down some food before my next class. I need to come online for some sanity.

I'm sorry, but I really don't want you back into my life. I have known you for 10 years. We went our own ways for a reason. You chose her. You can't just tell me you made a wrong choice and you want me back now. She is living with you, with her daughter, and you had a son with her. Shove the lovey dovey crap.

I'm not really sure what I am right now. I was trying the really long distance thing again, but it seems to be going no where. It seems like the spark for the most part is gone. There are just random flickers. We text everyday, but it's mostly hi and night. I can normally be very assertive, except when around someone I like for the first few times.

I'm a bit sad. I'm going to CMU on sunday. I don't want to leave. I'll be going to city on saturday. Hopefully I'll see a good amount of you there and I can have some fun before I'm stuck in hell.

I really don't want to go back to CMU on sunday. I'm dreading it.

I'm doing ok.

I'm in a pretty decent mood.

I need to stop sleeping in so late. I could have been up at a decent time today if my bed didn't feel so comfortable.

I just woke up not too long ago. I kinda feel bad for waking up so late in the day. But I'm just hanging out with my dogs while I surf the interwebs.

I feel a million times better than I did last night. I currently feel like shit. Now that's saying something about how bad last night was.

Why is it that you are always plagued with the worse feelings and thoughts when it is way too late to contact others?