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Okay...for FANS of the movie....or rather especially the BOOKS.....I just wanted to share this.... From Stephanie Meyer's Website.... ***November 22, 2008*** In case you haven't read about it on fansites or movie blogs, here is the news that we have all been waiting for [source: Summit Entertainment (summit-ent.com)] SUMMIT ENTERTAINMENT ANNOUNCES TWILIGHT SEQUEL - NEW MOON Los Angeles, CA November 22, 2008 — Summit Entertainment announced today that the studio is officially moving forward with the production of NEW MOON, the second installment of its filmed franchise TWILIGHT, the action-packed, modern day vampire love story. The movie will be based on the second novel in author Stephenie Meyer's Twilight series titled, New Moon. The first movie in the TWILIGHT franchise, the self-titled TWILIGHT, arrived in theaters this weekend to sold-out showings. Stephenie Meyer stated, "I don't think any other author has had a more positive experience with the makers of her movie adaptation than I have had with Summit Entertainment. I'm thrilled to have the chance to work with them again on NEW MOON." Starring Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, TWILIGHT tells the story of 17-year-old Bella Swan who moves to the small town of Forks, Washington to live with her father, and becomes drawn to Edward Cullen, a pale, mysterious classmate who seems determined to push her away. But neither can deny the attraction that pulls them together...even when Edward confides that he and his family are vampires. Their unorthodox romance puts her in physical danger when Edward's nemesis comes to town and sets his sights on Bella.

If you did what did you think? I definitely think the book was better...and I was scared that they were going to make too much of a teen flick out of it but....I LOVED it.

Ditto!

So I can have a larger pumpkin for Halloween...

Breaking Dawn

and I'm a sap....but I LOVE Dolly Parton's I will Always Love You. I want it played at my funeral.

fiona apple - Never is a Promise.... you can see the video on my myspace www.myspace.com/xbittergracex and here are the lyrics Never is a promise Youll never see the courage I know Its colors richness wont appear within your view Ill never glow - the way that you glow Your presence dominates the judgements made on you But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights The shades and shadows undulate in my perception My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you Youll say you understand, but you dont understand Youll say youd never give up seeing eye to eye But never is a promise, and you cant afford to lie Youll never touch - these things that I hold The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own Youll never feel the heat of this soul My fever burns me deeper than Ive ever shown - to you Youll say, dont fear your dreams, its easier than it seems Youll say youd never let me fall from hopes so high But never is a promise and you cant afford to lie Youll never live the life that I live Ill never live the life that wakes me in the night Youll never hear the message I give Youll say it looks as though I might give up this fight But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights The shades and shadows undulate in my perception My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights I realize what I am now too smart to mention - to you Youll say you understand, youll never understand Ill say Ill never wake up knowing how or why I dont know what to believe in, you dont know who I am Youll say I need appeasing when I start to cry But never is a promise and Ill never need a lie

i've been going two years...don't really know anyone. For some reason i'm not as comfortable there to just strike up conversation with people I don't know. I've tried with a couple people and they were pretty shitty honestly. ::shrug::

wow. edited because I see this was said before me lol...well there ya go....all agreed.

You know, I don't think its the lyrics as much as his voice, but this song really tears me up when I hear it. Brand New- Sowing Season Was losing all my friends Was losing them to drinking and to driving Was losing all my friends and I got them back I am on the mend At least now I can say that I am trying And I hope you will forget the things I still lack Yeah Yeah Is it in you now? To bare to hear the truths that you were spoken Twisted up by knaves In a trap for fools Is it in you now? To watch the things you gave your life to broken You stoop and build them up with worn out tools Yeah Nothing gets so bad A whisper from your father couldn't fix it Your whispers like a bridge, he's a river span Take all that you have And turn it into something you were missing Somebody threw that brick And shattered all your plans Yeah Time to get the seeds and put them in the cold ground It takes a while to grow anything Before its coming to the end yeah Before you put my body in the cold ground, take some time to warm it with your hands Before it's coming to an end, yeah It's coming to an end Do you miss the blend Of colours she left in your black and white field Do you feel condemned just being there? I am not your friend I am just a man who knows how it feels I am not your friend I am not your lover I am not your family Yeah Time to get the seeds and put them in the cold ground It takes a while to grow anything Before it's coming to the end yeah And right now I'm really relating to this song.....and it makes me choke up sometimes when I'm in certain types of moods. Ingram Hill - On My Way I don't want your old letters And I don't want to be friends I've had enough to last a lifetime and I don't wanna go again I don't have to find a reason And I don't have to answer why It doesn't matter who is wrong here I just wanna see you cry And on my way I'll take the sunshine On my way I'll take your dreams On my way I'll say I'm sorry to no one but me Let your family know I'm leavin Lie to your girlfriends that you're well Call and leave a cryin' message I wanna know it hurts like hell And on my way I'll take the sunshine on my way I'll take your dreams On my way I'll say I'm sorry to no one but me On my way I'll be my own man And I'll only please myself On my way my pride's the only feeling I've got left

at least you have faith because I've lost it :(

OKAY. Seems like my comment about oil may have contributed to these thoughts....so here's my response. I DO care about these things....and the Oil comment means...that our government/media doesn't care because they can't make money. NOT that I don't care because they don't have oil. Same reason our troops are fighting a senseless war to help a country that the majority of the population doesn't even want us there...when we could have sent them to other areas of the world that need AND WANT our help....like during the Tsunami. Then again...aren't are troops trained for killing? who knows...gotta love military. (I don't dislike our troops...i think there are other things the leaders could do to put them to a more positive and productive purpose) I can bitch about Gas prices all I want. I make CRAP money...I live alone and have no choice to live elsewhere....and even though I DO realize that I have it A LOT better than people in most countries........I am barely making it. I have went 3+ days without eating. We are ALL effected regardless of if we drive or not. You're bitching about how shitty people are in this country.....and moving elsewhere...if America is so great and we are all so unappreciative then why leave? Oil prices effect everything.......including the cost of food....which you'll feel at some point as well. People are losing thier homes, people are losing thier jobs, people are paying upwards of 40%+ of thier incomes right now ALONE in Gas Prices....they can't afford to feed thier children...the factories and auto industries are FUCKED....Hell yeah we can bitch about Gas prices. Especially when last I checked....the middle east is paying CENTS on the gallon. I understand that people in other countries have it a lot worse.....but that doesn't mean we can't be right down there with them. Empires fall...its not so crazy to think that this one could too. Our economy is in the shitter.... Yes we have the abilities to help those people in asia.....and africa...and people all over the world with the general wealth of our nation.........but since our LEADERS aren't going to do the right thing....what do you expect us to do? What are YOU going to do? Are you going to skip a club night and send that money to China? Are you going to skip lunch and send a can of soup to Africa? I can't do a damn thing. All my money is going to Gas and....well shit...Fucking Survival. I paid $10 short on my cell phone just so I could go to City Club last weekend because I hadn't left the house in so long. You're telling me I can't complain...and I can't bitch about gas prices. How many of our moms told us to finish our plates because of starving kids in (insert third world country here).....do you still throw food away? OF course you do. Its the same difference. Don't tell people they are selfish and can't complain about shit.........tell people what they could be doing. Tell me what you think I should do with the extra money I have every month to help people, assuming of course that I had any extra cash every month considering gas prices tripled in the last 7 years. Come with solutions.....because all this comes down to is all of us bitching about other people bitching. Where are the answers? What should we do? The sad truth is that this country is totally desensitized to everything...and most everyone will lie down and take it while bitching that no one else is doing anything. Everyone can look really smart telling everyone else how they can save the world, sitting in their computer chair.

Same reason we hardly cared about the Tsunami...OR Africa's MANY MANY problems...... They don't have oil.

yeah thats me.....and no thats not alcohol...

i like it.

I have been to a couple of the Petafylers shows at the double o....they are pretty awesome. Mindset is pretty cool and I'm a little biased here, but Satans Toilet is good lol

THE SPILL CANVAS LYRICS "This Is For Keeps" The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined as I'm running to you You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do The air is thick with tension much like when we are together My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever As I round your corner I am nervous that you won't be my lover I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover You answer the door with your innocent face Would you like to leave this human race, tonight? Eternity will never be enough for me and eternally we'll live our infallible love My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust Your eyes are softer now and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight? Eternity will never be enough for me and eternally we'll live our infallible love Follow me into the sea We'll drown together and immortalize you and me Leave behind this lonely town We're both better than this, it's not worth being down Eternity will never be enough for me and eternally we'll live our infallible love Follow me into the sea We'll drown together and immortalize you and me Leave behind this lonely town (eternally) We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)

I went through this really rough two years. I didn't have ANYONE. No friends, I couldn't turn to family. And I NEEDED someone. I needed help. I spiraled down into this deep depression, I hate everyone, men even more so than women *sorry guys LOL*...I was extremely suicidal. I started planning it. I was trying to figure out a way to go out without my family having to pick up the pieces....I was paying off bills, I was going to put all my stuff in a storage unit and throw out what nobody would want....I was going to sell my car and leave my parents some money to bury me with. I had it all planned out. REALLY fucked up, I know. So in September, I got some really bad news. This guy I had been with on and off for 8 years, committed suicide. My first thought was that he was brave and lucky for having the balls to do it because I didn't yet. That scared the shit out of me. I think that was the first time I really realized that planning my own death was a little fucked up maybe. So I don't know why, or how, but something in me snapped when all these *friends* of his came out of the woodwork crying and carrying on (making themselves the victims) OH WE CARED SO MUCH, WE TRIED SO HARD....they didn't do SHIT. So I decided I wasn't going to kill myself because I knew my friends from my past who ABANDONED me when I needed them would do the same shit...and that made me sick. So that snapped me out of being suicidal, not really the depression. So here's the answer to your question. Sometime in the month or so following all this........I made a decision. Fuck that one day at a time stuff... I don't live one day at a time. I don't even live one hour at a time. I live by the minute. So what do I do when I'm sad, to not be sad anymore? ANY FUCKING THING I WANT. At any given moment, I do what makes me happy. Of course there are going to be times where its a little impossible....you still have to work even if quitting your job would make you happy at that moment lol....but the majority of the time....I do whatever I want. That is the best advice I can give anyone. People always say do what makes you happy. Well being a photographer would make me happy, so I'll go back to school, and SOMEDAY I'll be a photographer. Right. BUT what about RIGHT now? If I want to watch a movie, I do it. If I want to spark up a J...I do it....if I want to go for a walk, or surf DGN....WHATEVER the fuck I want to do at any time....I do it. And if you make a big change in your life....SOMEONE is going to hate it. Fuck it. Whatever. When I decided to do everything for me, and do whatever I wanted to do....a 'friend' called me selfish. He said I was being self centered. Well baby, no one else is worrying about me. No one else is making sure I'm alright, no one is paying my bills, no one else is trying to make me happy....so you're damn right I'm selfish. I'm all I've got. You're all you've got.....and when you find someone who's happiness matters to you....making them happy will make you happy....and neither of you should ever put the other in a situation where they are miserable...for you. Sorry I was so long winded, but this is something I've worked VERY hard at and struggle with on a daily basis...I hope this strikes a chord with SOMEONE.

sorry i am - ani difranco i'm sorry i didn't sound more excited on the phone i'm sorry that after all these years i've left you feeling unrequited and alone, brought you to tears i guess i never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry i am and i don't know what it is about you i just know it's not what it was i don't know why red fades before blue it just does and i don't know what it is about me that i just can't keep still i keep thinking someday i will make this all up to you and maybe someday i will i guess i never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am

thank you very much!