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Dgn has meant alot to me and carried me through hell but here Sparks memories, alot hard to bare. I am going to do myself and others a favor and take a break. I don't want anyone upset because of thongs i post and a I need a break so I can finlly settle down and begin rebuilding the rest of my life..

I, again don't know what I did wrong. Tired of being treated like I'm not good enough...I don't deserve 99 percent of the bs I get I swear. people are sad.

Pissed.

I feel bad but I am not really sure why.

I wear a perfume called "Angel", it's not the Victoria Secret stuff, my friends mom is a perfume distributor for some store in Fairlane so I get it from her. I get compliments on it everywhere. Edited.. I found a link: http://www.fragrancenet.com/angel-perfume/thierry-mugler/womens-fragrances/wf/en_US/00103#

Troy, listen to this shit..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COh8Rt6CjG0

Ring, ring, ring..calling Troy.

I need my head examined, electroshock therapy may help.

Ew, I took a shot of Seagrams 7..that chit is nasty...one shot has me feeling a body buzz.

What do I gotta do to get a damn gin and tonic?

I don't fucking know.

Lay here annoyed because I cannot sleep.

Awake..not happy.

Mhm, piss on the toilet...guess who has to clean it?

I drink pop like a crackhead smokes crack.

Job searching online.

Vodka=bad decision

Vodka and tonic

Shit ain't right...I'm worried sick.

I swear to god...

Today fucking sucks.

Clinical Depression or any clinical diagnosis requires psychotherapy and proper medication. There are imbalances in the brain either by the serotonin levels being off, neurotransmitters not firing properly, etc... no amount of talking to friends or reading articles online are going to fix severe mental illness. It can be apart of a person's treatment plan but it should never replace a qualified mental health provider. This is why we have so many kids walking into schools shooting people up, because the kid's family doesn't want the stigma of a severe mental illness being on their child or they are too proud to admit that their child is sick, hence, this is true of recent situations like the Sandy Hook case and the Colorado movie theatre. Society is delusional about their abilities, it's the "that can't happen to me or my loved one's way of thinking"....We become adullts that are responsible for our own life and health, nobody else....

Thanks to anyone that can help out, she is very appreciative of it.