I think I can provide that for you.
I am a flawed, introverted, moody bastard that regularly feels under stimulated by life and am a workaholic, because immersing myself in constant work means my mind is too busy to ponder how lame it is to go home only to a guitar and bass to ease my troubles...for 5 years now.
Icey, thems the hard truths
As for what I want....
I want my piece of land, where I can watch the sun rise with a cup of coffee and my guitar....and the sun set with a cold drink and my guitar...where my daughter can play safely when she is over...and I can be as wild or tame as I fucking want in between sunrise/sunset/sunrise again...cause no neighbors are close enough to give a shit