JaneDead

they definitely are weirdos. and this coming from the 2 of us. ha.

well, i used to go. years ago. and now i only go about twice a year. i don't have anyone to go with and i will NOT go alone.

after all these years i still don't really know anyone here and you don't know me. maybe if i knew anyone it might change things.

i've forgotten about this place. is it still open? i ate there only once (back in the day with jim and erin) and i liked it.

it really is. this is one place when i go i try something new each time instead of finding a "favorite" and sticking to it like i tend to do at restaurants.

i'm feeling so bored i can't stand it

i agree! cheater.

i know you do.

i knew it was only a matter of time that somehow dgn would be a re-connect for us. i used to look for you on here sometimes, see if you joined. not sure if you were into computers/internet so i didn't know that you would ever join. so then when i saw you finally i laughed. there was my answer. i knew that if you liked being online you'd end up here.

i feel weird. i was just sick, really really sick. and i started to take my chinese medicine, then i got REALLY sick and then the next day i seemed to be like almost 80 % completely better. so i thought it was a fake-out. this happens when i get really sick. i have that day that i feel "great" but really what it is is me feeling better after feeling like death for so long so i think i am "well" again when really i am only feeling better. then i try to do things and then i crash. but turns out, i really AM feeling that much better. but exhausted. so i took a 3 hour nap today. all my kids are VERY sick. so thank god i got well right as they all got the plague. now i have to take care of 3 sick ones (who are all sick with different things) and try to clean the house since it went a week with NOTHING being done to it. ugh. so i am feeling overwhelmed too. and still very tired though i have been basically laying down for a whole week. wtf is going around???? i can't believe how sick we have been! i'm also feeling very down. yesterday was THE first day i felt a-ok physically and mentally in a VERY long time only to find out someone i care about died. :( they didn't die recently but i just found out. this fucks with me in a different way than someone being sick and then dying. or someone just dying and me knowing and being able to grieve about it. this already happened and i had no way of knowing. it makes me regret "losing touch". i can't get that back ever. now they are gone. i'm also feeling like i want winter to be over and it is just starting. ugh. fucking winter blues... i'm also feeling like the highlight of this year will be christmas and i look forward to it getting here. i'm also feeling like no one cares what i am feeling but i like to share the what/how i am feeling anyways.

currently i just love chai tea and chinese medicine. family feud and re-runs of the cosby show.

i don't really pm too much on here. with very few people anyways. not many on here actually even know who i am. not in person and not really on here. i like to keep it that way

also- i want a nice guy. not a push over but a genuinely NICE guy. i don't want him now... but i will want him soon. probably by early next year. so tell me where he is so i can find him then. k, thanks.

um yeah, i know you do i'm just surprised you are such an "internet" kind of person now. never thought you would be.

omg rev i can't believe you are in the top 20 posters of all time! i mean i am too but i've been on dgn/spiral board since 2002 you've only been here since march!

your glasses look like mine. i like glasses, nice glasses, on guys/girls. i always have. at least since 2nd grade. i was actually happy last year to finally get glasses. i know that is weird but i had wanted them since 2nd grade! my presc. is so weak i don't really need them except that my eyes get "tired" when i look at the computer or a book too long. i'm sure that is why i NEED them in the first place! over exposure to my computer. i was getting headaches and now that i wear my glasses when at the computer/reading i don't get those type of headaches anymore. but... like i said... like the glasses. i prefer some people in their glasses. i think it accents their face nicely.

i'm for it. always have been. i won't get into all the reasons why but it has always made me wonder why things like cigarettes and alcohol are legal but not marijuana. honestly? i'd like to see some proof that marijuana is even "bad" in the first place. i've never known a person to smoke weed and die or kill anyone else for that matter. (of course i am relating this to cancer/other illnesses from cigarettes and drinking and driving/alcoholism.)

i'm feeling the sickness come on. probably because i am run down. grrr.

i want a massage NOW i want peace of mind NOW i want things to fall into place a.s.a.p. i can't do this much longer...

that's me lately. today i got up at 3 a.m. didn't actually do anything but i was awake. now i am trying to do things... very tiredly...

aw i'm glad this one got pinned

i can only imagine. and i am sure i know how it went down. :/ anyways... i am feeling headachy. blah.

i am cyber flipping off some of dgn. see it? that's for YOU.

i'm feeling REALLY fucking annoyed that some of dgn is so fucking immature that a topic i started is CLOSED before i even got a chance to come back and comment on it myself! thanks. i had a reason for always staying out of that forum in the past, you've reinforced my reasons why. *insert the bird here*