livininxtcgoth

I've decided that I need to have these too... http://www.dsw.com/dsw_shoes/catalog/produ...p;prodId=180641

OMG need these

I want boobs. Badly. I really wish I didn't have to get fake boobs though. I would pay 10 times as much as for fake boobs if there was any feasible way of altering my genetic code or something so that I could have slightly larger, rounder breasts. I have A-Cups and I don't always wear bras--I like a lot of tops that dictate not wearing one. I'm only 21 and the combination of not always consistent support and some major weight loss when I was 18 have left me hating going topless (which is quite a feat for fetish models). I'm not saying they sag or anything, but they're not as perky as I guess they could be, and it's quite the anomaly to have rounded A cups. I just don't like how I look. I hate being self conscious--I have worked my ass off and even made myself sick so that I look good, because when I look good, I feel good. I know that when I have kids I'll end up just like my mom did, completely deflated and feeling even worse about myself. I really wish I could have a better looking chest.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UK Size 10 = US Size 4 or 6!!!!!! yes most brittish clothes are cut for "curvier" women but its for the hourglass shape more than for just curvier as a euphamism for being a little bigger than your average actress/runway model you will probably find a better fit in the hips and bust but perhaps not so much in the waist pay attention to sizing measurements!

i'm just finishing up 1984 by george orwell---i've always heard good things about this book but its like soooo much better than i thot it would be. "lullaby" by chuck paluhniuk is sitting on my dresser (the author of fight club, great write you should check him out) and next i think i'm going for "electric kool-aid acid test"

"send me an angel" --dead star assembly

kmfdm "anarchy" weeeee

"Hey Nostradamus!" by Douglas Coupland i picked this up cuz it was 5$ at barnes and noble (gotta love the monstrous bargain section at a college campus store) and i'm totally absorbed in it. its about a high school shooting and the aftermath of it. there are 4 parts, (1) cheryl anway, pregnant secretly married teen who gets shot and tells of the day of her death (2) her husband jason ten years later who still hasnt gotten over it (3) another five years later speaks the woman now trying to love jason and (4) jason's father gives an account of how he now realizes his over-religiousness caused his son's downfall its really good, lots of flash backs to fill in the detail, and i keep finding myself reading 10 pages or so past where i said i'd stop so i could do silly things like homework or sleep highly reccomended

S Spiel Mit Mir-Rammstein

garbage "bleed like me" 1st verse=story of my life

black furry snow boots, black ruffled thigh his, gray w/ black polkadots mini skirt, little black tshirt, and the hair is still in the dreads

tan tights, black leotard, tight black long sleeve warmup sweater, black knit strethcy shorts... RAINBOW THIGH HIS! my collar, blue/black checkered etnies, and my eyeshadow is done in a rainbow weee

chubby short hairy men just arent my thing... coke or pepsi?

split hairs is a term for ur hair standing up on the back of ur neck and/or separating out into space when something unpleasant (noise) happens, split ends is the crappy state one's hair gets into when it is damaged. what's the first thot that comes to mind when i say that in my 12x12 dorm room i have a life-sized inflatable giraffe named ryan?

thanx. they were sold out of the first three at barnes and nobles but i did get the alienist. not as disturbing as i think u may have thot i would find it, but then i'm not easily disturbed by text on a page. i'm enjoying it tho. i also borrowed "smack" from a friend and got a compilation of books by francesca lia block (good writer in my opinion, she does a pretty graphic description of teens lives who grow up in and around hollywood... very party monster)

no. my favorite place to hang out in the metro-area is trixie's coffe shop in roseville... where's yours?

right now i'm reading "high fidelity" by nick hornby dante's inferno and the davinci code are on my must read list right now does anyone know any good books that are kind of like the movie requiem for a dream? drug-related/centered i guess... i'm trying hopelessly to avoid any form of love story at all costs. love stories are the suck. they're either terribly depressing, totally unrealistically fairy-tale like, or just stupid. and it seems almost everything has a love story in it. blegh.