alaska sunrise

how the american system influenced the young generation to become victims of thier own failures and disbeliefs.....

some say that departing is what makes you see what you need to survive....to live and to build pride...i had what i needed not just wanted but needed to stay alive..to breath and collect air , oh now how i dispize any guy who trys to individualize upon what i grew to love... oh how she was a part of my world that i held so dear to my heart, and now that shes gone..i dont plan on a new start, nor shall i ever recover from the death that i currently endure, for her love i long forever more... and i understand that the guy shall encourage her to fall for him and treat her well, but death is upon you sir, for you will be living in hell...for i say hell because i will curse you from today foward, i do not fear any man who says anything to me for a time shall come when you beleive you have the world and the world will run away, become astray or simpily dismay.... i said my vows to the deepest part of my heart, the deepest part of my soul that i imagined would grow old...for my friend, i have changed, for better or worse, but he still doesnt take me under thy hearse... for thy kingdom come, i shall be done...i gave her my love and imagined thy son that we were having and he took once more...just to laugh in my face and throw me back to shore....for i do not believe ever again, nor shall i wish for another woman to defend....only once in your life does the love strike from above, then turns us into a shadow..a spitten image of hated love.....no man could nor shall ever walk through my feet, for i laid down death just so she could sit in my seat...and because i have died, and only seek defeat...i look foward to that ride to bury me beneath....beneath the ruins, or spread my ashes in the air, this is a letter to anyone who cares...do not cry, do not weep, you've done this for me, you've made me realize how I can finally see....that I am living to die, without your love, i bleed......

I promise I wont get mad...so go ahead dgners....let me know...if anyone has a crush on alaska sunrise or envious poppet......I have a huge crush on envious poppet;P

Hearing a wild shrieking, Len jumped out of his warm bed, and peered out the window of his isolated cabin. “Now I remember why I don’t come here alone,” he groaned. Scanning the blackened woods for any signs of life, he saw nothing. But then he heard it again. “Awww, come on, what the fuck is that?” he floundered his mind with imaginative thoughts upon what could walk upon these woods at such a time of this....could it really be what he heard from the stories as a child....for when he was a tot-his aunties and uncles would explain to him that these woods contained certain creatures of life that indeed exisited but are not for teasing nor tempting---for the GORGON Len's auntie went on to tell is a female creature from the greek mythology- they are covered with impentrable scales and have live snakes for hair-hands made of brass -sharp teeth and a beard of scars---ledgens has it that the greek perseus slew the terrible medusa beheading her while she slept---and she went on to tell him---but little Len didnt beleive her----now he was back to his right frame of mind---thankful for not dwelling into his childhood too far, he stepped outside of his cabin............

RAIN BY THE BEATLES........ If the rain comes they run and hide their heads. They might as well be dead, If the rain comes, if the rain comes. When the sun shines they slip into the shade, And sip their lemonade, When the sun shines, when the sun shines. Rain, I don’t mind, Shine, the weather’s fine I can show you that when it starts to rain, Everything’s the same, I can show you, I can show you. Rain, I don’t mind, Shine, the weather’s fine. Can you hear me that when it rains and shines, It’s just a state of mind, Can you hear me, can you hear me?

CREEP BY RADIO HEAD......that rocks ...dont make me cry too much but its a downer song lol

Im here my love....I'm not ever going anywhere.....