Oh man. Pet deaths always rip me up the worst. I know what you're going through. But it is a dark and beautiful thing you were able to give her a comforting and loving passing.
I saved the screenshot of it because I'm a degenerate, but will share it with you to add the humor. No joke, this girl and I might not be ready to date or be in a relationship by any means, but we do a damn good job of acting like we are 😂.