hi im dave
i am a loner at heart that has only been going out for the last year or so but now i feel that the scene holds nothing for me so im back at being alone again at least until i can figure out what needs to be done in my life and what should have been done some years ago
i tend to spend most of my time listening to the smashing pumokins or placebo and thinking to much about things that should not be thought about
i often find myself the person who ends up being shit on when i try to mean no harm
there have been times when i have thought of changing the way i am because i belive it would get me more in life well more then what i have no at least but in the end i just forget about let things remain the way they are and chainsmoke
i find most of my comfort in a squeeze toy by the name of spooky
if i could i would run away to a town that isnt real and live my days in a total nightmare where all there is are monster and things to keep me on edge and scared because then at least i would feel something
that is all you need to know