Chapel

Crush? Not I.

So is it just men or women too? No crack smoking is cool but no orgies? Awww Shucks.... I dunno I mean If I move back to Michigan before this goes down I might definitely like to meet some new folks and do a little camping.

Motley Crue - If I die Tomorrow

That isn't what I meant Rev. Sorry for not clarifying. I meant how long does it take before a recluse finally kicks? Then again I can see you're point especially when the loner is a drug user. All sorts of OD's and suicides with addicts who want nothing more than to not be alone. But lonliness is the human condition for some.

Nikki Sixx - All of my heroes are done

SIXX A.M - Pray For Me

Emotionally exhausted

Nice!

When?

Fortunately for me I have no ambition of getting what society deems as a "real" job so I don't have to not do drugs.

Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most. lulz Sorry I had to.

http://songza.com/~8ukkki Tonight there’s gonna be a fight, so if you need a place to go Got two room slum a magnum 7 gun, and the cops don’t never show So come right in cause everybody sins, welcome to the scene of the crime You want it? Believe it? We got it if you need it, the devil is a friend of mine If you think it’s crazy you ain’t seen a thing Just wait until we’re going down in Flames We are we are the saints we signed our life away Doesn’t matter what you think We’re gonna do it anyway We are we are the saints one day you will confess And pray to the saints of Los Angeles Redline trippin’ on a land mine, sippin’ at the Troubadour Girls passed out naked in the back lounge everybody’s gonna score She’s all jacked up she’s down on her luck You want it you need it the devil’s gonna feed it Don’t you say it’s crazy, you don’t know a thing Just wait until we’re going down in Flames We are we are the saints we signed our life away Doesn’t matter what you think, we’re gonna do it anyway We are we are the saints one day you will confess And pray to the saints of Los Angeles Give it up give it up Give it up give it up Give it up give it up Give it up give it up We are we are the saints we signed our life away Doesn’t matter what you think, we’re gonna do it anyway We are we are the saints one day you will confess And pray to the saints of Los Angeles We are we are the saints we signed our life away Doesn’t matter what you think, we’re gonna do it anyway We are we are the saints one day you will confess And pray to the saints of Los Angeles

Lonely. I need to get high. Don't know anyone in Chicago who can get pills.

Ofcourse you understand this man. Because you are a decent human being. LOL My ex was not.

That's right man. That is all anyone can do. No sense in shredding yourself for someone that doesn't care. I wasted many bad nights on someone who just wasn't able to love for whatever reason. Eventually its like something inside you breaks and one day you wake up and it doesn't hurt anymore. The regret is mildly there man but the pain is long gone. It's like getting over the death of a loved one. Well to me anyhow because I love with my whole heart. The day I found out she had been lying to me and using me is the day she was dead to me.

Happy belated Birthday!

Sorry Gimp. Sounds like she has emotional issues, my ex was like that too. I loved her and her two children, her son I took care of like he was my own. We just bonded he and I, I suppose it was cuz he was so young and didn't much know his dad. Her daughter loved me but just you know its hard when you miss you're dad. Either way I loved those kids, cooked for them, cleaned up after them and saw to it they had things that their mother couldn't give them. I lived there and payed all the bills. I asked one thing and one thing only. Don't be disloyal. I suppose it was too much to ask out of a person like her but we can't choose who we love. I ended it, it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life. It gets better Gimp. And one day someone who can stand you will come along And vice versa. Remember though man. As shitty as life can be sometimes.....it can turn around completely when you don't expect it. I likes Kitties! I am an Aries, we are arrogant and like water. Well it sucks how it ended. Now its almost as distant as a dream all but forgotten. Being alone isn't so bad anymore once you've learned to live with yourself. I think that is where it begins.

I know she was part of a group but I don't know her real name. Just that I was pretty infatuated with her. Looking back on it that wasn't healthy at all. LOL I remember one night....well I semi remember. I was wasted out of my head and for some reason I was fighting with a light pole at the corner of the Ramada bldg. So I am punching the hell out of this thing and I must look like a mess and not to mention a fucking psycho to boot. So I'm punching the light pole and head butting it and other stupid drunken 19 yr old bullshit. She walks up and asks me if I'm ok. Well. I stopped fighting with the light pole, smiled at her and said. "Yeah I'm cool". And she just went into the club. I went home.....least I think I did. That was when Marvin made pitchers of long islands. And I wasn't supposed to drink but....I did.

Or there is always that sure fire method of not doing drugs at all.

I feel ya but if that happens it means a whole new dress code lol. Personally I worked toward a criminal justice degree in my younger days. I came to the realization I would rather be a criminal. LOL j/k But kinda not. I'd rather do private security shit than work for the law. But still man its a noble field and we are in need of good cops with the way things are. Best of luck to you man.

Its a joke don't get excited. I luvs bein in Chi-town

Ofcourse City has to let go of bouncers. I mean they won't even pay to fix the joint up. And it isn't like they don't make money on the weekends. They are just cheap fucks that don't wanna pay the 5.75 an hour to let you have a cool job. Dude I bounce in Chicago and they pay 12 an hour. And City does way more business than my bar does. At least from what I remember. You can get a better job man and instead just hang at CC and get drunk. I wouldn't want to have to put up with the shit CC bouncers put up with for what I heard they pay. Fuck all that man.

Are these females flirtatious and lack inhibition? If so perhaps I shall move back from Chicago.

Hey baby.....whats your sign? j/k

I remember Mean Salley from CC. He's hilarious! Wheres he going? I miss his weekend reports he did back in the day. What a character! Wherever you are going man I wish you much happiness!