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I'm a Christian Spiritualist Mystic.
I am an Ultra Sensitive.
I am Jamie
Working in an environment that breeds many other emotions turn me inside out and upside down, keeps me occupied and constantly working on my emotional quality.
I love to enjoy myself....yes enjoy MYSELF, I am quite the interesting specimen.
It communicates in a few ways....I either scare you, annoy you, or completely and utterly infatuate you (with an occasional heart break)

I'm imperfect,
judgmental at times
Neurotic on occasion.
I'm also an Artist, Musician, Singer, Songwriter, Somewhat of a graphic designer, Pirate, and Paranormal investigator.

I can be blunt, and say exactly what I think.
If you're an overly sensitive person, and can't take criticism...I doubt you'd like me.
I'm caring, loving, and I do my best to be unassuming, but alas, I can be pretentious just like everyone else on occasion.

Intelligent conversations are a PLUS for me! As well as arguing to hear my own voice, staying grounded in reality, as well as escaping it from time to time to keep what sanity I have reserved for every day life.
I love balance, I love life, I love abundance!

Abundance of money, sex, love, friends, family, soul.
I am into everything from horror films, psychology, death, ghosts, nasty creepy crawlies and what you would call "unconventional interests", all the way to the other spectrum to spiritualism, love, Healing practices , Zen, religion.... and the list goes on.
I'm a self taught makeup artist, and I fucking love making myself and others GORGEOUS!

I don't feel like I need to elaborate on how cool I am, or how different I am, because it doesn't need to be said.
Don't expect smoke screens and masks, I'm quite content with my ODDITY of a personality, and I don't conform to what others believe I should be.(even at work )

I believe that life is as good as you make it.

If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best. Keep that in mind, and I'll do the same for you.

I am single, But I'm not automatically approachable due to that fact. I'm not bitter or grizzled, I found the best way to avoid that is to give EVERYONE the benefit of the doubt, while also staying true to your personal standards.

I'm not by any means "high maintenance" but I know what I want so I'm everything BUT timid.

I'm blunt, honest, and consistent.

I won't usually tell someone how I feel about them unless I feel they are open to it, respectfully.

I put in as much effort as I receive and sometimes more so.

I find that it is hard, and I'm starting to cut people off once they start to take advantage of me, or don't see me for what I truly am.

What am I you ask? Awesome! What else? ^_^ ♥