I actually was in a really good mood today. I walked to Downtown Wyandotte and hung out all day and actually walked back rather than catching the bus. I got a good 6 miles in easy. I was like 3 lbs lighter on the scale than when I woke up seriously. Still poor but not sad at least.
No, I'm not going. If my psychiatrist is telling me that I'm not going to get approved I trust him and actually am relieved he obviously believes I'm capable of not throwing in the towel yet so I'll go with that but I am tired of spinning my wheels.