Queen of Foxes

My leggings are bringing me joy. Moths, bees, stars, open hands, and animal skulls, with mushrooms. Yep. They are all me. I feel like I'm wearing something I've had since I've been a child. Found on Etsy.

I appreciate it. I am keeping my therapy appointments and everything coming. They are helping. At least one of us in this house cares about mental health.

Thriving. Embracing myself. Ready for 2024.

Oooh nice

Ope there it is

Do some Zbrush fun 🍍🚀

I need to be extra for a few minutes while I listen to Genitorturers - Flesh is the Law.

Make carrot bread, if I can get up and feel something. Tired of, everything... Just got back from a week stay after a suicide attempt. Idk. I just am tired. So tired. Still..

That's the beauty about characters, you can have a golden retriever fursona, but it can be purple. Same with my Lizard Person Persona. I need to sit down and draw her up.

You have to fill in my autistic ass, I can't read things without words xD

I feel like my normal lizard person self. Photo evidence of lizard person displaying what my daily life is like. I am happy. I all the sudden see danger, so I get bigger, I hiss, and then I chase them. Just the day in the life of being a lizard person 😞 Artist is unknown. I'll have my own persona soon. This is just a reference.

Hanging in there. Really would like to jump in front of a semi though. Really considering it.

It was a promotional image for my Eagle Father and his necklaces he makes. He uses the images I take in his Native American pieces. I also do have a huge photography collection. I hope to sell nature photography alongside my art someday. I grew up in an all photographer family. The camera is very normal to me. It's in every angle of my life. The vacation I took with my dad, we both were taking pictures of everything, each other, the both of us, and ourselves. We are just camera confident individuals 💚

Working my tail off building a spaceship scene... Insert external scream.

Hung out with the Manager of where I live and his girlfriend for the new Spider verse movie. Pretty chill night... Wishing I had someone for myself to cuddle right now... Feeling that part of the break up now... I'm such an alien... The last of my species...

Just woke up. Getting the laundry in, dog bed cleaned, and finishing my blocking out this week.

@n0Mad texting me 🖤

Wow. That would be awesome for a photoshoot!

Zoom meeting. Getting a 3D scene built in Autodesk Maya 2020. Kicking Butt today. Life is FINALLY where it should be after months of Chaos cultivating my life for better and stronger days 💚🍄

Fucking. Horny. I want to be ate out and I literally have no god damn way because I'm demisexual and hooking up isn't my thing unless I'm really mentally connected to the person. And just because I click with someone to doesn't mean I'm attracted. I rather friendzone a lot of times. So it's kind of against me. Idk how I went sex years with straight sex, without foreplay or being ate out.... Just stick in and go... I'm happily staying Independent until I find someone who actually frickin gets it.

Old age, over 100, around friends who became my family and plants, with a dog. In nature, warmth of the Summer/spring, a bed out in the woods of my hidden country property. Then buried either in one of those fungus coffins or tree pod coffins.

Belts, boots, and chains.

Both mine always have been bad. I went from not needing it, to, holy crap there are waterfalls and stench coming out of my top torso crotches. Both are terrible if I forget deodorant. I sometimes have to wash myself half way through the day depending on stuff.

Sandra Bullock

I have no energy to Fuck Around and Find Out anymore. If I notice someone who happens to be what I want, okay, if not. I'll just eat my chocolate in my house full of plants and whatever animal I have at the time.