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it can be linked to both kinds of pain as emotionaly you get so worn out by negative emotions that after a while you so use to the pain it doesnt even move ur feelings anymore, well physically u can also get so used to pain u wont even feel it anymore it will thke alot more to reach that point of fullness but ul get there.

so true the mind is our battlefield and when negative emotions over power the positive ones then, as you said your whole world changes, and reality becomes a lie

youve spotted very well, life has a weird way of showing us were alive,i ve come to a point were nothing triggers my feelings anymore, if i still have something like that . i noticed that to keep ur feelings and emotions locked away is a much easier than to have them revealed, i wasnt realy refering to physical pain as we all now when that blades cuts through ur flesh it hurts like hell but somehow its the only thing /feeling reminding u that ur alive.

if u dont know any other feeling , u dont feel anything else but pain, tou just grow on that feeling u endure it,

no y? pain is pain you only learn to endure it,